Im not drinking and im not drugging anymore
Im barely eating not sleeping just like before
Memories the guns come up im bleeding out again
Memories arriving at the funerals of all I considered friend
Only Dante and jake remain but there are states between us
The Promise my mom made me make with GOD and Jesus
So here we are mother and son sharing 1 life
She grows older I know every night might be my last night
I have been given the gift of LOVE from my Harley Quinn
But my death is written above and I feel its end
Sometimes I pray 2 God 2 not wake up
Some nights I pray 2 God screaming ive suffered enough
I passed a mirror yesterday questioning my reflection
Ive lasted more years than I and my family expected
Why cry life is Pain and only GOD knows why
Pieces of me died when you died WHY CRY
The peace in me fell 2 Pieces that day WHY CRY
LIFE IS PAIN and I am living on a promise made
JESUS WEPT and I thank him and through him my debt was paid
Thankfull 4 my salvation and my faith in GOD
Painfull watching my Grandads church fall apart
I am just living but I am waiting on my day
I am still breathing underachieving what more can I say
Honestly ive been ready to go ive been ready 2 go im just ready 2 go
But that promise I made with my MOM who is still here maybe 2moro we can go
The bullets and Machete didn't kill me and head on collisions revealed the real me
The poetry that flows through me darkens my soul
and I only write these things you read 4 you 2 know
Ima lil crazy broken im psycho and now you know what I know
Sometimes I pray 2 God 2 not wake up
I pray 2 GOD take my soul
Sometimes I pray 2 god 2 not wake up
So now GOD just dont let me sleep
So now GOD just dont let me sleep
My Brother was wrong he wasn't a creep he wasn't a weirdo
My Brother was wrong and he died never knowing he was my HERO
Titled: Christmas Presents
BOBBY PRICE DEC 25 2025