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Hey y’all, I need some Bible girlie perspective. So I genuinely believed the Lord showed me who my husband was, and it’s actually my childhood best friend that I’ve known since elementary school. He was always someone I had in the back of my mind growing up. We reconnected on New Year’s Eve, and he said something along the lines of “you’re my wife.” I told him let’s not rush anything and that we should pray and fast about it first. So I prayed and fasted, and I felt like I received confirmation. He also said he was receiving scriptures in his spirit that were confirming things for him too. But fast forward a couple months and things have been really confusing. We both agreed we weren’t going to awaken anything and would just focus on building a friendship while we both deal with our own personal seasons with God. I’m still healing and even processing feelings from my past relationship, so I wasn’t trying to rush anything either. But lately he’s been very wishy-washy. Sometimes he talks like he knows I’ll be his wife one day, but he’s not even a consistent friend. For example, he’ll send me reels or posts about the future, but we won’t actually have real conversations. I’ve tried checking on him and asking if he’s okay, and I’ll get no response, but he’ll still be active liking things or watching my stories. Today I finally told him that it hurts when he sends things about a future with me but doesn’t actually communicate with me enough to even build a friendship. After that message he didn’t respond, but he just viewed my IG story. I’m honestly annoyed and hurt because I truly believed the Lord confirmed this to me, and I even had scriptures that I felt supported it. But now I’m questioning everything, and it makes me feel like my emotions were played with. What makes it harder is that we’ve had history since elementary school, so this situation just feels really disappointing.

So just now I’m reading Zechariah, and in chapter 3 verse about how Satan was standing at the high priest Joshua’s right side to accuse him and it stuck out to me because I’m like why is he on the right side like what is so significant about the right side so I asked the Holy Spirit and I had to really clear my mind to hear Him, and I got that the right side is righteousness the accuser tries to keep the person on trial from being cleansed and dressed in righteousness so kinda like tryna block him from being forgiven etc But I’m like well maybe that was just me thinking that so I went to the app Haven, which is basically the Bible AI and it is helpful sometimes BUT I asked Haven and it basically told me the same thing and I felt so bad because I’m like that WAS the Holy Spirit telling me the answer and I still chose to go to AI to doublecheck and I felt that’s offensive to the Holy Spirit . I apologized and asked for forgiveness and Holy Spirit told me to delete it . Sometimes we want a quick answer. We want an answer that as soon as we ask, we receive it so Ai comes into play .. but then you are now replacing God with AI we’re supposed to sit in the word and meditate on it and ask the Holy Spirit . talk to Him and wait for Him to answer. Sometimes it’s not gonna be so quickly.. sometimes it will, but that’s why it’s important to have that quiet time and really ask the Holy Spirit to clear your mind and open yourself up to Him so you can have an ear for Him. That literally just happened so I felt the need to share 🥰❤️ Jesus loves yall and so do I! Have a blessed day beautiful people

We need to get some worship inspo up in here! Tomorrow let’s spend it in worship to prepare our hearts for meditation on Thursday! Just like John led the way…let’s be lead our hearts, minds, bodies & souls to the Lord. Comment the playlist or song - let’s listen to each others favorite picks. Mine is in the comments.

I love watching sermons on YouTube…so I can pause…rewind.. and take notes….This was such a great sermon. I just wanted to share it with everyone...https://www.youtube.com/live/E3aRmdXbr6c?si=CIYquYf8mORlzUgj