This is about the journey. The arena I choose. The season I’m walking through. A quiet chapter from "Suicide to World Champion" — my story, manifest, mandate and movement. Releasing November 2026. I’m realising more and more that this was never about competition. Not really. Jiu-Jitsu was about therapy, playtime and training. Entrepreneurship became about finding a way through for family, journey, responsibilities, impact, income ajd influence. Jiu-Jitsu and entrepreneurship have just been the arenas. The places where truth shows up quickly and without apology. The places that don’t let me hide from myself. The mat tells me immediately when I’ve lost my base. Business does the same, just slower and sometimes crueller. Both ask me to stay present when I want to escape. Both show me where I rush, where I grip too tight, where I abandon myself trying to make something work. In this season, I’m not chasing outcomes. I’m paying attention.To my nervous system.To my patterns. To the moments where old survival instincts whisper that I need to prove something to be worthy of being here. I’ve lived whole lifetimes in survival.I know what it’s like to build from nothing, to fight my way out of darkness, to win titles and still feel hollow inside. I also know what it’s like to almost not make it at all. This chapter isn’t about medals or milestones. It’s about becoming the woman who can hold the Dream without breaking herself in the process. Jiu-Jitsu keeps asking me to breathe when I want to panic. Business keeps asking me to trust when nothing is guaranteed. Life keeps asking me to soften without losing my strength. I’m learning that power doesn’t come from forcing. It comes from staying grounded. From choosing integrity over urgency. From building a base that can carry the weight of what I’m calling in. I don’t want to win at the cost of myself anymore. I want to arrive whole. This feels like one of those quiet chapters people skip over when they read the finished story.