The trick isn't getting the ocean to behave itself, the trick is learning to surf the waves. 🥰🙏🥰 Hope we can have a few giggles along the way!

Awareness test! "Shamanic Awareness" is about being able to see the unseen (whether you want to or not). But how do we fair with seeing what's RIGHT in front of us??? Fitting that this is my first free lesson / exercise. This exact test has been very humbling, guiding and grounding to me for over 20 years. It reminds me that even though we are all connected to all things all the time, we are not always "aware" of it. Many times my mind thinks I'm seeing the whole picture, but my gut, my soul, says "look again bucko!" The Shamans task is to raise awareness, without, and within. <3

<3 @Kylee Eddington @Alisa Smith @Sera Gray <3 Sending you gratitude and Rainbows!

I like to compare being a Projector in Human Design to being really good at golf. From the outside, it looks effortless. Peaceful. “Just tap the ball. Just tap it in.” But on the inside? It’s highly technical. Extremely strategic. And occasionally… rage-inducing. There really should be a warning label on Projectors when we incarnate: “Requires Manual. Do Not Operate Without Rest, Recognition, and Solar Charging.” But nobody gets the manual. They just drop us here — no instructions, no guide — in a world we don’t actually fit into except to guide it. And because of that, a lot of us spend the majority of our lives feeling like we’re doing something wrong. Here’s what I wish someone would have told me on Day One — from a Projector who actually gets it: Your superpower is Chill Mode. And I don’t mean the performance of chill. Not: “I’m fine.” “I’m totally unbothered.” “I will transcend this by clenching my jaw and spiritually bypassing my entire nervous system to appease you.” No. I mean: Still water. Center of the storm. That quiet, meditative awareness that sees the whole pattern. We’re like spider medicine. We see the threads. We connect dots. We have this low-key X-ray vision where we assume everyone else sees what we see — but they don’t… not until we point it out. It’s constant metacognition. We’re observing you, me, the whole history of the world, stitching it together — awake or asleep. It’s not something we do. It just operates. Probably why our sense of humor is a little quirky — we see connections nobody else sees. Projectors are guidance energy, not engine energy. We’re not rocket ships. We’re not here to push, grind, or overwhelm our system to prove we're worthy. When we stop trying to be Generators or Manifestors, we unlock the sauce. That’s the magic. When we relax. When we soften. When we slow down. When we lean back. When we stop trying to be cool. Our actual energetic design finally activates. When we’re not trying to convince or sell something — just sharing what we see — that’s when people lean in.