Afternoon sisters, I’m not having the best day today. I’ve been struggling silently, not because I don’t want help but because it’s difficult for me to trust. I’ve been on the verge of tears all day today. I’ve felt off most of this week. I’ve even thinking about my life and it makes me sad. I tried writing but i stop. I try to pray but I don’t know what or how to that doesn’t remind me of church. I have a procedure coming up that i need fund for so I’ve been working myself like crazy to have what I need. I feel overwhelmed, blah and like i need a break. I don’t know whats going on with me but I thought i should talk to yall instead of holding it in.