Afternoon sisters, I’m not having the best day today. I’ve been struggling silently, not because I don’t want help but because it’s difficult for me to trust. I’ve been on the verge of tears all day today. I’ve felt off most of this week. I’ve even thinking about my life and it makes me sad. I tried writing but i stop. I try to pray but I don’t know what or how to that doesn’t remind me of church. I have a procedure coming up that i need fund for so I’ve been working myself like crazy to have what I need. I feel overwhelmed, blah and like i need a break. I don’t know whats going on with me but I thought i should talk to yall instead of holding it in.

The beaver full moon is the last moon before winter so this is an energy of preparation. We've already experienced harvest. And we can feel the winter winds blowing in as it gets colder. So this time is for us to prepare for the cold prepare -for having less -prepare for not being able to move fluently. This is a time of urgency according to the beaver so you may be feeling that sense of urgency or like you're not doing enough or like you don't want to do much more because you have done enough.. Either way this energy is calling for you to make a shift -so if you feel the pull from this take notice. I want you to understand the energy so that you know why. I've listed a prayer here that you can invite Peace and balance into your life. I also plan on posting a money invocation because Venus also rules Taurus and this is still the Taurus moon and Venus is over money and beautiful things and resources to buy beautiful things.

Our lives are marked by the rites of passage ways that we step through. Puberty is usually the first one for women. That first blood was either celebrated or terrifying or something in between depending on the level of support you received from your mother. Another one is your first day of high school-again terrifyingor exciting depending on your situation. The next was graduation from high school, then college. Another was your first job. Or your first time having sex. Either of these ushered you into a new being-Never to return to the old one. You know too much-you've seen too much-once cracked- an egg cannot return to its shell. Entering the Sacred Seekers class is another rites of passage. Going deeper into self and never going back to your old self again. This Sunday we celebrate you Sacred Seekers and your Goddess Initiation. Thisrites of passage ushers you into a space to live through your Divinity. Knowing who you are, standing in your power as a Divine being. Confidence to make decisions based on your highest good. Wise enough to begin liberating yourself and others around you who are ready to see their true selves. Co-creators with the universe who are ushering in the new earth . We celebrate with you this Sunday, November 9th 2025.

I created this space in the school app to give us a community outside of Facebook. However, we have not been using the space and I want to ask you how or what would you like to see in this private area?