Introducing myself by discussing fulfillment in life (module 2)
Ok, so I just started working the tasking on the modules and I wanted to reflect on module 1 but then I did listened to module 2 (the sacred 4) and I would like to share a bit of myself and my life path of the last years to discuss views on what makes us feel accomplished or rather fulfilled on life. So this is as well an introducton post as an invitation to discussion. My name is Jasper, very close to 33 ages and a bit over 2 years ago I have drastically changed my life from working loads of hours in IT to traveling fulltime without a fixed place to live. Without a fixed income. Having only as little belongings as necessary and exploring the world, people, cultures, my interests. One of my curiosities is what do people (or I) actually need in life. As a response or possibility to living in a capitalistic, consumerist, materialistic system living where we also tend to avoid anxiety - living with less. Doing the tasking on my sacred 4 accounts I heavily, yet with a smug smile on my face, put very low numbers to them. I actually was laughing about it internally, thinking "should I feel worse about this?". I am well aware how anxious I feel these days or rather have been feeling over the last year, that I do very little physical workout these days, that I do little to change my situation of having regular income, that I feel bad about not putting more time into "making an impact on the world". However, i have treated all of this as opportunities to see beyond my programming, my comfort zone, actively staying in position of what was defined as regression in the module 2 to actually get to my limits and thus getting to know myself better, learn along the way how life treats me during these times. following a dogma "sit with it" and let it work through my body. Opposed to starting actions based on anxious feelings and fears to not feel them and doing what I have always done. Yet I would like to think that I am content with my situation. Obviously not 24/7 and maybe neither half of it 😅