September is here and I am looking forward to my kids going back to school next week so I have a bit more control over my day again! My husband and I are agreed we need to get back on track with wellbeing, we are going to add walking together into our weekly routine (somewhere!) and I'm going to introduce him to mindfulness. I am a bit worried though, it's literally months since I watched any videos or followed any meditations etc on here (or anywhere!). I am hoping that I can have a fresh start and when I go to look at the lists of videos, I will be drawn to them, I will want to look at and listen to them and which ones I should watch first will become obvious to me. But I know I felt really overwhelmed with it all previously, I got to a certain point and then I just couldn't choose between them, didn't know whether to watch an education video or follow a meditation, and then which one to choose. I would look at a list and think "Just pick one, Nollaig, just click on it!" but I felt paralysed and couldn't do it. It was easier just to leave it. And now here we are in September. I did try and explain it on here and ask for guidance, but the conversations went really strangely for me, I would write what I thought I was looking for but I couldn't seem to explain myself properly, I didn't get the kind of responses I thought I'd asked for, and when I went back and read through the thread I thought I was coming across as argumentative when that wasn't my intention at all. I ended up deleting at least one post and the responses because it made me sad that I wasn't expressing myself properly. So I am hoping that I will not get so overwhelmed this time, and if and when I need help I will be able to explain properly what I'm looking for.