Ergh.... how is it almost summer solstice? So after a week in the UK visiting friends, family, driving on the wrong side of the road and hanging out in the place I grew up in ... let's just say there have been many insights and aha moments. And lots of awareness and allowing in action 🤯🫣😡🥰 Few observations that might help you... I need to work on my relationship with money. I've paid for far too many things as others have been too distracted or because I was organising things. I realised I really struggle to say... "It's your turn to pay" Or "You haven't paid me for xxx" ... fear fear fear but also anger as some are taking advantage. I reflected about how this happens often in different relationships for me. It's not their fault, it's mine for not pointing this out. I've realised a lot of this comes back to insecurity about money and self. Asking for money brings up lots of me. Matt has challenged me to communicate better on this 🫣 And I've also realised how quickly I become a passenger in a conversation, the other person is just rambling on and on 🫠🫠🫠🫠 I struggle to interrupt when I need to leave or quite frankly have just had enough, as it's not a conversation. I don't want to appear rude, yet they are being quite rude, the irony! The art of conversation is becoming more challenging it seems as everyone's so bloomin distracted and no longer reading cues nor realising they're on a ramble chat 😂 I also observed how the people who do apologise for rambling and saying too much actually are talking about really interesting stuff and I could listen for hours. I've seen a lot of painful self consciousness this week, and funnily enough these are the people who's company I have really enjoyed yet they can't believe they're great to hang with. So that's a few observations from me and here's my PACE this week 👇