I thank You, Father, for Your plan to save me from the hell I made. ²It is not real. ³And You have given me the means to prove its unreality to me. ⁴The key is in my hand, and I have reached the door beyond which lies the end of dreams. ⁵I stand before the gate of Heaven, wondering if I should enter in and be at home. ⁶Let me not wait again today. ⁷Let me forgive all things, and let creation be as You would have it be and as it is. ⁸Let me remember that I am Your Son, and opening the door at last, forget illusions in the blazing light of truth, as memory of You returns to me. Brother, forgive me now. ²I come to you to take you home with me. ³And as we go, the world goes with us on our way to God. (https://acim.com)

My sinlessness ensures me perfect peace, eternal safety, everlasting love, freedom forever from all thought of loss; complete deliverance from suffering. ²And only happiness can be my state, for only happiness is given me. ³What must I do to know all this is mine? ⁴I must accept Atonement for myself, and nothing more. ⁵God has already done all things that need be done. ⁶And I must learn I need do nothing of myself, for I need but accept my Self, my sinlessness, created for me, now already mine, to feel God’s Love protecting me from harm, to understand my Father loves His Son; to know I am the Son my Father loves. You Who created me in sinlessness are not mistaken about what I am. ²I was mistaken when I thought I sinned, but I accept Atonement for myself. ³Father, my dream is ended now. ⁴Amen. (https://acim.org)

I feel so overwhelmed, lost and not capable sometimes when I read the text. To get to the truth just seems insurmountable in this existence - which isn’t real! I have been doing the course for ten years off & on because I know that it is the truth but it seems so difficult & foreign, also because I feel so alone with everyone and everything around me - like i would have to check out of this life to even gain a grain of reality & truth. I cannot think of one close friend or family who would be able to even discuss these truths! When I discuss Gods real love with my Christian friends i realize they aren’t able to learn anything outside the Bible (brainwashed). I understand it is all Love and I practice love & forgiveness often but not able to feel or do consistently! Recently I have been noticing I have anger and anxiety that lashes out - Ego is on fire! So, then it gets so heavy I have to stop doing the course for a while but then I’m always drawn back to Gods love and truth! This is the insanity & it’s hard to bear - I am not able to check out so it continues! I am glad to find this community. Where we can discuss the course and truths! Wouldn’t it be great if we were next door neighbors lol Do others have similar experiences? Thank you for listening

How foolish, Father, to believe Your Son could cause himself to suffer! ²Could he make a plan for his damnation, and be left without a certain way to his release? ³You love me, Father. ⁴You could never leave me desolate, to die within a world of pain and cruelty. ⁵How could I think that Love has left Itself? ⁶There is no will except the Will of Love. ⁷Fear is a dream, and has no will that can conflict with Yours. ⁸Conflict is sleep, and peace awakening. ⁹Death is illusion; life, eternal truth. ¹⁰There is no opposition to Your Will. ¹¹There is no conflict, for my will is Yours. Forgiveness shows us that God’s Will is One, and that we share it. ²Let us look upon the holy sights forgiveness shows today, that we may find the peace of God. ³Amen. (https://acim.org)

I am not asked to take salvation on the basis of an unsupported faith. ²For God has promised He will hear my call, and answer me Himself. ³Let me but learn from my experience that this is true, and faith in Him must surely come to me. ⁴This is the faith that will endure, and take me farther and still farther on the road that leads to Him. ⁵For thus I will be sure that He has not abandoned me and loves me still, awaiting but my call to give me all the help I need to come to Him. Father, I thank You that Your promises will never fail in my experience, if I but test them out. ²Let me attempt therefore to try them, and to judge them not. ³Your Word is one with You. ⁴You give the means whereby conviction comes, and surety of Your abiding Love is gained at last. (https://acim.org)