The transformation is real, the intollerance is real, body, mind and spirit are in a spin. Mary Jane, junk food and coffee are out, tobacco and dairy are next. Self care and daily practice are in. My tollerance for disrespect and inconsideration is nil. My whole body aches, I am getting headaches and broken sleep, intense dreams, coupled with hormones and heatwaves, my whole nervous system is screaming and reacting to any kind of violations with violent outbursts of rage. I had a scorched potato day yesterday. unpleasent and ugly. Intermitten sleep, tears, wailing, feelings of inadequacy and failure niggling at my faith and resolve. The last trendils of stubborn snake skins being ripped away. How is everyone else going with these final days of shedding?

Came across this question last night and thought it might resonate with some🥰 Where in my healing(substitute whatever word u need) am I using force? What would it feel like to try devotion instead? 💚🌿💚

Kia ora koutou. I live in beautiful Patāua North off the coast of Whangārei. I'm grateful to be here, especially in an 8 week container so that things can sink in and settle in my body. I'm a māmā of 4 grown children 18-24. I have found my awareness of 'spirit' over the last few years come alive with random 'messages' that I don't really know what to do with them(and sometimes they frighten or overwhelm me a bit) and a deepening connection to nature and especially Papatūānuku/Gaia/Mother Earth. I work with bone and all that is held in it, through it, practicing Contact Care, and also recently Family Constellations, and am finding I am receiving more and more information, love and softness which i am grateful for. I am noticing that I really deep within want to honour....everything/all that is....and a grudging realisation that i am going to have to change some comfortable things. Which is why I am here😉 Ngā mihi🌿