Oh it's never just you haha. This is a global shift. Feeling a little foggy everyday at the moment. I had another amazing Mirri Romi with Aunty Mau recently and she told me my inner child needs to rest and she aint wrong, she gave me permission to really drop in when I feel that call to stay curled up in my safe place guilt free. On the contrary, rest knowing it is exactly what I need right now, doing nothing is never a waste, it's deeply powerful. There is no such thing as time, so no such thing as wasting it. Down time is such an important part of the process.

Go easy on yourself Sis. Put down your weapons and defences. Spirit will take care of it. I have been answering her call for over 30 years. I stopped for 3 years about 15 years ago and then she got me back. This time I knew it was coming I had been feeling the call to revisit who I am and where I am at without her, especially when Aunty Chelita was around and I had mahi to do, that was a no brainer. But in those dreary quotidian tasks she would draw me in again. I stopped trying to fight it and had faith I would stop when I needed to. Sure enough like 2 weeks ago my system started to strongly reject it. As it has done with tobacco this week. I feel physically ill when I go there, even when I think about it now, so it's out, simples. I didn't have to fight anything. I have been feeling the withdrawals hard this last coulple of weeks. For some reason I always want to stop when I am hormonal, not the best combination, but it is what it is. It's not necessarily forever but for now she is not what I need. I have always wanted to create a more respectful relationship with her, one of purpose and respect. She is a tricky one though. A freind of mine was in a conversation with Ayawaska one time and she told him she was not happy with MaryJane because MJ had a dress for every occassion. Haha, that made so much sense to me. She was always there seducing me to take her along, whatever I was doing. I am appreciative of this distance now and will see if we ever reconnect but for now I have work that needs my full attention and am looking forward to that clarity, once the fog lifts. Big Love Marotini, we are all exactly where we are meant to be at any given moment. Just Breathe 💗

Yo yo Sissy. Let's kick this bitch off. Ima Mumma (3 boys, 20, 16 and 4) and an Artist (recycling old clothes and working with found objects), living in Sunny South Qld. Grew up in the wet tropical Far North. I had a vivid vision 16 years ago to build a permaculture school there and any where else we are gifted land. I am vice president of open heart and mind, an organisation developing a new system of peer review value exchange, empowering community voices to decide where collective resources are allocated and working on gifting land back to the earth and reinstating people as custodians of land rather than owners. Mmm, my connection to spirit strengthens everyday. I was always weird, jst wasnt sure why until I had my first Mirri Mirri 8 years ago with Matua TeHira. I am loving watching all the bullshit melt away, slowing down, dropping in hard, anchoring in daily practice and staying open to the enevitable calls to action. Really excited to get to know you all and all your unique gifts. Im helping Aunty Chelita out with admin on this adventure So, hit me up if you need any help with anything. All the love, remember, the opposite of every truth is also true, so stay open and fluid. 💗

@Chelita Zainey You.

Yess!! I saw that, would love to catch if you are ever down this way, let me know.

Wow Nikki, what an incredible gift. This path can be so scary and overwhelming sometimes, good thing we are tough haha. Well done raising 4 kids that is a feat in and of itself, let alone navagating your magickal gifts in this muggle world. Go easy on yourself, you are doing an incredible job. No need to begrudge the changes or even feel like they are anything you will have to do. Enjoy them while you are still enjoying them and if they are not serving you, you will find they will just drop away. There is actually no work any of us HAVE to do. These shifts are happening naturally. We can certainly activate them with specific focus but there is nothing we need to force. It is more a letting go, gently, gradually. As Chelita always says, spirit will never give us more than we can hold. I am honoured to be taking this journey with you, thank you so much for sharing.