Hebrews 12:1-15 The Wall. The mythical barrier that runners in long-distance races all know. The point at which your own resources are exhausted and you have only two choices — quit or find another source of strength. It’s fitting that the author of the Book of Hebrews frames his exhortation in the context of a race, a contest, a struggle. Lay aside every weight. Look to the author of our faith. Consider his example and endurance. Don’t quit too soon. Like a runner reminding himself of why he runs, these thoughts pound down one after another, step upon step, and heartbeat by heartbeat. Now comes the reframing. This is the answer to the heartcry of “why is this so hard???” “My son, do not regard lightly the discipline of the LORD nor be weary when reproved by him. For the LORD disciplines the one he loves, and chastises every son whom he receives.” Change the story, change the meaning of the moment. To be left without discipline is to be abandoned. The correction is the Father’s loving shaping of my soul into the person that he knows I am to be. “He disciplines us for our good, that we may share his holiness.” Without this, we cannot truly enter into the joy of our LORD. I find reflections and echoes of this as I seek to write. I am surrounded by so many voices. I have grown up on the stories of others who have come before me. I am invited to join the choir and to add my voice to theirs — not to set any records or impress anyone, but just so that there will be one more voice in that great chorus. I am not the Author. He is. I am a witness to the work that he has done in the story that he is telling through my small life. He is both the founder and the perfecter of my faith. When I write, it’s to tell his stories, not my own. I am not going through anything new. Do I feel hostility toward me from others? He endured far more. Do I feel rejection? Even Peter betrayed him. Do I feel alone. He truly was. Do I find the journey hard? Try carrying your own means of execution sometime.