I'm still sitting in the energy of it right now, honestly. The theme that kept showing up before we even started was loneliness. Chanin and I had separate chats with a few members beforehand and noticed something strange — so many of us were dealing with physical pain, infections, exhaustion. Eye infections, ear infections, mental health struggles. And right before the session, I pulled an oracle card that came up as "physical pain" — a message about how our bodies have been screaming for rest while we keep pushing through anyway. That set the tone for everything that followed. Chanin opened with a Mother Mary oracle card about asking for help — and honestly, this is where it got real. So many of us shared the same thing: we don't ask for help because somewhere along the way we learned that needing help means we're weak. That we should be able to handle it. So we just keep pushing, keep masking, keep hoping someone will notice without us having to say anything. If that hits you reading this — you're not alone. We all felt it tonight. The clearing that followed went deep. Loneliness. Disconnection — not just from other people, but from ourselves and something bigger than us. Suppressed anger we were never allowed to express. Grief over things that didn't happen the way we hoped. Guilt around wanting more — more love, more money, more joy — and feeling like we don't deserve to ask for it. There was a lot of upper chakra and throat work too. So much of what came up was about being silenced. Being told our truth was too much, too weird, too sensitive. Carrying that for years without realising it was even still there. By the end, women in the room were describing physical sensations — pressure lifting, tension releasing in the neck and shoulders, a sense of finally being able to breathe. One member shared she'd been able to cut an emotional tie to a past trauma she'd been carrying for a long time. Another said it felt like Chanin had opened up her own diary and read it back to her.