Good Evening From Yulara (20Km from Uluru). My name is Matteo, as for who i am, i feel that keeps expanding and as it has i have felt less and less comfortable to show up online... i that's what brought me here. I felt comfortable showing up online before covid and being shadow-banned for talking about health in a time where that caused "vaccine hesitancy". When i was a Personal Trainer and Exercise scientist i just showed up online and it felt simple and relatively easy. In the years since covid, i retrained as a naturopath, became a breathwork facilitator, studied with the Inca medicine school, worked on a team that built machine learning software to analyse blood work(before LLMS were a household name), did trainings in internal family systems, polyvagal and somatic experiencing. I went through a very "Green" period of transitioning my whole offering into the gift economy for 18 months and allowing clients to donate what they felt was right. I travelled to Peru, Mexico, Brazil and the USA for retreats, Dietas and all kinds of evolution. Oh and during all of that went through a few big personal changes and began open relating.... the more difficult i have found it answer who am i, or what I do, the worse my online presence has gotten and it's time to fuck that story off. Over the next 3 weeks i want to create a clearer image online of who i am, all of me, and find more of the people who want to work with me. Glad i made the decision to join as i was sitting on the fence right from when Dane first emailed me about MYM and only jumped in at the last minute.