Mari Bati Ki birthday party thi . Wo BHi kush ho GI or Mari Thori practice bhi ho GI.. First time ma be KOi poster banai ha

My Daily Journal Day 34 4th May 2026 Sleep log: 10:30 pm – 3:30 am Prayed Witr and Fajr, did Azkar. Slept again. Woke up at 9:30 am 9:30–10:30 am Watched Instagram. 10:30 am–3:00 pm Had breakfast. Posted a story on Instagram during breakfast. Watched SMM Lecture 12 but couldn’t complete it because everyone was sitting around, talking. Felt fresh after waking up, but the headache started again after some time. It wasn’t severe, but it stayed till Maghrib. Prayed Zuhr. 3:00 pm–7:00 pm Watched Instagram. Prayed Asr and did Azkar. Slept again. Woke up at 6:50 pm. Felt fresh this time, with no headache afterward. Heavy rain outside. 7:00 pm–11:30 pm Prayed Maghrib and read Surah Waqia. Had dinner and chai. Talked to Maryum. Internet went off. Prayed Isha. Read Tafseer. Completed daily Quran recitation. Read Surah Mulk and Surah Muzammil. Slept. In short, didn’t do any special work today. So it was a day off.

My Daily Journal Day 33 3rd May 2026 Sleep log: 12:00 am – 5:00 am Prayed Fajr, did Azkar. Read Surah Yaseen. Slept again. Woke up at 8 am again (ab aagay jo bhi hoga(headache only) meray sath wu is wajah se hoga k meri neend poori nhi hoi thi😔). 8:00 am – 2:00 pm Got fresh and had breakfast. Then I played with my bhatiji, my cousin’s daughter. She is just 1 year old, and I keep telling her that I’m her phopho, and a toxic one😼. Then we got ready to leave again. Yahan se meri barbaadi ka safar shuru hota hai😔 First, we stopped at Crumble because my brother wanted to treat us to cookies. Sweet of him. But after that, I got a really bad stomachache???? Then we went to Al-Fatah for grocery shopping, and I also bought and ate Slanties there. At that time, the stomach pain hadn’t started yet. Then I had to get my mobile screen protector changed. So, a 1.5-hour journey took us 2.5 hours. And as soon as we reached home, I was done. My stomach was hurting so badly😭😭. 2:00 pm – 4:00 pm I lay in bed, but it didn’t help😭 Then I got up and prayed Zuhr. Right after I said salam in namaz, Mama gave me phakki and 7up. After that, I felt better and finished the rest of my namaz peacefully, Alhumdulillah. One phase was over. The second one was yet to come. 4:00 pm – 8:00 pm Then I made posts and captions for LinkedIn and Instagram. Prayed Asr. Did my daily Quran recitation. Spent time with family. Uploaded both posts with some time difference. Prayed Maghrib, read Surah Waqiah. By this time, my headache had started😭. Maybe because I had a stomachache and skipped lunch. And I was sleep deprived. Had dinner and made chai. After that, I lay down again. 8:00 pm – 10:00 pm I had chai and then tried to get up to pray so I could sleep afterward. I only prayed 4 farz, and then I started vomiting. I did wudu again and had just prayed 2 sunnat when I vomited again. After that, I had some 7up and went to sleep😔. Bohat hogya tha aaj ka.

Sunday 3rd may/2026 Aj sunday tha tu rest kia 12bjy tk phr betha ni ja rha tha tu thora bht kaam kia (adat ho gaye 🫠) Phr mazeed araam kia Phr araam pro max kia Also today i learnt a lesson i needed. I had to let someone go. I thought that i would be very difficult and i will cry alot, but when it happened, it didnt really affect me (iron lady hun mai ) Maybe the red flags were always there and though i can see them, i choose not to. And thats why i always knew it at the back of my mind maybe thats why it didnt hurt me. Kahi mai mandir ka ghanta tu nahi hr koi baja kr chla jata hai 🙏🏻 Pr maza aya literally, this was a new experience.

My Daily Journal Day 31 1st May 2026 Sleep log: 1:30 am – 4:45 am I prayed Fajr and did my azkar. I read Surah Yaseen and slept again. (Even though I didn’t want to sleep, I was feeling extremely drowsy🫩.) 10:00 am – 1:00 pm I woke up around 10:00. I scrolled on Instagram for a bit. Then I ate a peach and pressed my and my brother’s clothes. After that, I took a shower and had lunch. 1:00 pm – 5:00 pm I rested. I had chai ☕️. Then I finally completed the SMM assignment. Prayed Zuhr, read Surah Kahf and Surah Rahman. I uploaded the assignment in the community. I started SMM Lecture No. 11 but couldn’t finish because my brother came in. I don’t know where he got this sudden passion for debating; he just walks into the room and starts his speech 😭. And of course, mujhay jawabi karwai tu krni hoti hai phir. We kept going back and forth until Asr time. I could have finished my lecture, but didn’t. 5:00 pm – 7:00 pm Prayed Asr and did azkar. Then posted on LinkedIn. 7:00 pm – 12:30 am Prayed Maghrib and read Surah Waqia. Had dinner. Made chai and drank it ☕️. Watched Instagram for a bit. (I couldn’t even watch Insta today, maybe I’m finally becoming successful😝). I also participated in the community on and off. Then I completed the SMM lecture and started watching the next one, it’s actually the last one, but I left it for tomorrow. I was trying to find an idea to post something on Insta, laikin meray dimagh ki 💡 nhi chali🥲. Then I talked to my friend. I prayed Isha, read Surah Mulk and Surah Muzammil. I read tafseer. And went to sleep.