My Daily Journal Day 33 3rd May 2026 Sleep log: 12:00 am – 5:00 am Prayed Fajr, did Azkar. Read Surah Yaseen. Slept again. Woke up at 8 am again (ab aagay jo bhi hoga(headache only) meray sath wu is wajah se hoga k meri neend poori nhi hoi thi😔). 8:00 am – 2:00 pm Got fresh and had breakfast. Then I played with my bhatiji, my cousin’s daughter. She is just 1 year old, and I keep telling her that I’m her phopho, and a toxic one😼. Then we got ready to leave again. Yahan se meri barbaadi ka safar shuru hota hai😔 First, we stopped at Crumble because my brother wanted to treat us to cookies. Sweet of him. But after that, I got a really bad stomachache???? Then we went to Al-Fatah for grocery shopping, and I also bought and ate Slanties there. At that time, the stomach pain hadn’t started yet. Then I had to get my mobile screen protector changed. So, a 1.5-hour journey took us 2.5 hours. And as soon as we reached home, I was done. My stomach was hurting so badly😭😭. 2:00 pm – 4:00 pm I lay in bed, but it didn’t help😭 Then I got up and prayed Zuhr. Right after I said salam in namaz, Mama gave me phakki and 7up. After that, I felt better and finished the rest of my namaz peacefully, Alhumdulillah. One phase was over. The second one was yet to come. 4:00 pm – 8:00 pm Then I made posts and captions for LinkedIn and Instagram. Prayed Asr. Did my daily Quran recitation. Spent time with family. Uploaded both posts with some time difference. Prayed Maghrib, read Surah Waqiah. By this time, my headache had started😭. Maybe because I had a stomachache and skipped lunch. And I was sleep deprived. Had dinner and made chai. After that, I lay down again. 8:00 pm – 10:00 pm I had chai and then tried to get up to pray so I could sleep afterward. I only prayed 4 farz, and then I started vomiting. I did wudu again and had just prayed 2 sunnat when I vomited again. After that, I had some 7up and went to sleep😔. Bohat hogya tha aaj ka.

Sunday 3rd may/2026 Aj sunday tha tu rest kia 12bjy tk phr betha ni ja rha tha tu thora bht kaam kia (adat ho gaye 🫠) Phr mazeed araam kia Phr araam pro max kia Also today i learnt a lesson i needed. I had to let someone go. I thought that i would be very difficult and i will cry alot, but when it happened, it didnt really affect me (iron lady hun mai ) Maybe the red flags were always there and though i can see them, i choose not to. And thats why i always knew it at the back of my mind maybe thats why it didnt hurt me. Kahi mai mandir ka ghanta tu nahi hr koi baja kr chla jata hai 🙏🏻 Pr maza aya literally, this was a new experience.

My Daily Journal Day 31 1st May 2026 Sleep log: 1:30 am – 4:45 am I prayed Fajr and did my azkar. I read Surah Yaseen and slept again. (Even though I didn’t want to sleep, I was feeling extremely drowsy🫩.) 10:00 am – 1:00 pm I woke up around 10:00. I scrolled on Instagram for a bit. Then I ate a peach and pressed my and my brother’s clothes. After that, I took a shower and had lunch. 1:00 pm – 5:00 pm I rested. I had chai ☕️. Then I finally completed the SMM assignment. Prayed Zuhr, read Surah Kahf and Surah Rahman. I uploaded the assignment in the community. I started SMM Lecture No. 11 but couldn’t finish because my brother came in. I don’t know where he got this sudden passion for debating; he just walks into the room and starts his speech 😭. And of course, mujhay jawabi karwai tu krni hoti hai phir. We kept going back and forth until Asr time. I could have finished my lecture, but didn’t. 5:00 pm – 7:00 pm Prayed Asr and did azkar. Then posted on LinkedIn. 7:00 pm – 12:30 am Prayed Maghrib and read Surah Waqia. Had dinner. Made chai and drank it ☕️. Watched Instagram for a bit. (I couldn’t even watch Insta today, maybe I’m finally becoming successful😝). I also participated in the community on and off. Then I completed the SMM lecture and started watching the next one, it’s actually the last one, but I left it for tomorrow. I was trying to find an idea to post something on Insta, laikin meray dimagh ki 💡 nhi chali🥲. Then I talked to my friend. I prayed Isha, read Surah Mulk and Surah Muzammil. I read tafseer. And went to sleep.

Woke up at 9:01am 9:01am - 12:00pm Phly breakfast kia sakoon sy Phr ghar ki safai ki (bhai shb mai tu thak gaye) Aj exercise last py ki khana khany k bad (meri marzi) 12:00pm - 1:00pm Watched some random videos Then watched a community video and made notes 1:00pm - 2:30pm Ohr thori bht search ki k kon c post bnani chaye Phr canva py wo post bnaye share ki (really felt productive) Isi doran meri bjaye ami ny aj chaye bna kr di (maza hi a gua) 2:30pm - 7:30pm Phr halka phulka yad hai chezain Social media use kia Family time spend kia Phr asr prhi phr bhrtan dhoye Phr khana khaya Phr surah falak prhi Exercise ki 7:30pm - 9:00pm Phr thora sa automations ko study kia Phr aj tu chezain search krny pr hi time guzr gya 9:00pm -10:00pm thora mobile dkha Community posts prhy Mai ny kuch or b kia (i swear to god mai ny kuch kia pr mjy ni yad rhta) 10:00pm - 11:00pm Namaz prhi Surah waqiah prhi Aik community video rh gaye thi course ki wo dkhi notes bnaye (kl share kro gi) 11:00pm ———— Abhi aik podcast dkhty hue journal likh rhi Watching podcast feels productive 🤡 Baqi yeh hai k mazy kro You can work hard and enjoy at the same time Mai kl 90 years old nanio dhadio ki videos dkh rhi thi and they said k enjoy kro, this is the thing they regret the most, not enjoying life.

Slept 9pm - woke up 7am 7:00 --- 11:00 Posted weekly journal Prayed Qaza fajr Shower Made Breakfast Room chaos 11:00 ---- 1:00 Prayed zuhr 1:00 -- 7:00 Editing and color grading All prayers 7:00 --- 8:00 Cooked Pulao after a long time. 8:30 --- 9:30 pray Isha & Quran Skin care & changed bedsheet 9:30 --- 10:20 onwards Skool - Editors live workshop - TwitterX for clients and posting templates Highlights: Woke up late, missed fajr, went to wash face and I was lost in thoughts, that instead of using face wash, I washed my face with hand wash, after that I had intense itching and I realized what I did, then my best moisturizer saved me from irritation. After a long time I made Pulao, with no tomatos, they were not available online, so I had to use yogurt. Instead of cold drinks (all bottles already finished) , today I made lassi and felt the calm, plus I had so many realizations related to work. Overall good and calm day, my focus these days is praying with focus and I'm working on it.