From "weird kid" to $25K days
The day I stopped trying to fix myself was the day I made $25K. From a very young age, I felt like I was weird in this world. Like I just didn't fit in. I knew something was different about me compared to other people, and it felt really uncomfortable. I had this narrative that other people were capable of doing certain things that I just couldn't do. I wasn't doing well in school. Couldn't retain information. Couldn't get good grades like the other kids. Then one day, I was watching QVC and saw this guy Kevin Trudeau selling cassette tapes for a course called "Mega Memory." I was only 11 years old, but I convinced my mum to buy it for me. That course changed everything. Suddenly I was remembering things that were hard for me before. People's names, sequences of numbers, deep information. It was mind-blowing for an 11-year-old. The course ended with hypnosis, and I realized something powerful: I could change. I could grow. I just needed the right techniques. My mum bought me more programs - Mega Maths, Mega Speed Reading. In secondary school, I read Rich Dad Poor Dad and learned about creating multiple streams of income. But I still had doubts: "I'm a black guy from the ghetto, uneducated. Who am I to start a business?" Then I watched The Secret and learned about manifestation, positive thinking, gratitude. I started believing in myself. But here's what I realized years later: All of that was basically lies. Even the positive thinking part. What is positive? What is negative? What is good? What is bad? All of these concepts are just conditioning from the system telling us who we should become. I was trying to become a "better version" of myself. More confident, more educated, smarter, more successful. But I was still operating within the matrix. Then I found a workshop called Broadband Consciousness. They taught me something that changed everything: You are not your mind. You are not your thoughts. The mind is just old data, outdated information, fiction.