The day I stopped trying to fix myself was the day I made $25K.
From a very young age, I felt like I was weird in this world.
Like I just didn't fit in.
I knew something was different about me compared to other people, and it felt really uncomfortable.
I had this narrative that other people were capable of doing certain things that I just couldn't do.
I wasn't doing well in school. Couldn't retain information. Couldn't get good grades like the other kids.
Then one day, I was watching QVC and saw this guy Kevin Trudeau selling cassette tapes for a course called "Mega Memory."
I was only 11 years old, but I convinced my mum to buy it for me.
That course changed everything.
Suddenly I was remembering things that were hard for me before. People's names, sequences of numbers, deep information.
It was mind-blowing for an 11-year-old.
The course ended with hypnosis, and I realized something powerful:
I could change. I could grow. I just needed the right techniques.
My mum bought me more programs - Mega Maths, Mega Speed Reading.
In secondary school, I read Rich Dad Poor Dad and learned about creating multiple streams of income.
But I still had doubts: "I'm a black guy from the ghetto, uneducated. Who am I to start a business?"
Then I watched The Secret and learned about manifestation, positive thinking, gratitude.
I started believing in myself.
But here's what I realized years later:
All of that was basically lies.
Even the positive thinking part.
What is positive? What is negative? What is good? What is bad?
All of these concepts are just conditioning from the system telling us who we should become.
I was trying to become a "better version" of myself. More confident, more educated, smarter, more successful.
But I was still operating within the matrix.
Then I found a workshop called Broadband Consciousness.
They taught me something that changed everything:
You are not your mind. You are not your thoughts.
The mind is just old data, outdated information, fiction.
Your thoughts are just electrical signals in the brain.
You are the awareness that can see the thoughts, not the thoughts themselves.
When you realize this, all thoughts begin to lose their power.
Because you're not giving them energy anymore.
I started practicing this daily - recognizing that I'm not my thoughts, not my emotions.
I'm the awareness experiencing them.
And here's what happened:
I stopped identifying with being "a black guy from the ghetto with ADHD and dyslexia."
I stopped believing in limitations about how much money I could make.
I stopped operating from the stories society told me about who I was supposed to be.
Now I can make $25K in a single day.
Not because I learned better techniques or became more confident.
But because I realized I was never separate from what I wanted to create.
When you understand that you ARE everything - you ARE the money, you ARE the success, you ARE the abundance - then manifestation becomes effortless.
You're not trying to attract something external.
You're simply choosing what already exists within the infinite field of possibilities that you are.
Most people are manifesting from the ego, from the mind.
They wonder why they're not seeing results.
It's because they're still operating within the matrix of limitation.
But when you step back and realize you are presence itself - you are God expressing in human form - everything changes.
If you are everything, you don't need to manifest anything.
The need to manifest implies you don't already have it.
But you ARE it.
Think about this: if you had no language, you couldn't think.
Thoughts only exist because of language.
Without language, everything would just be energy flowing through you.
No labels for emotions, no individual identities for feelings.
Just pure energy remembering it's part of the universe.
This is why emotions disappear when you realize you're not them.
When shame realizes it's not separate from the universe, it dissolves back into oneness.
When fear realizes it's not an individual emotion, it merges back into the whole.
The suffering comes from individualization - thinking we're separate from everything else.
But we're not.
We're all one consciousness appearing as many.
When you practice presence, when you remember who you really are beyond your thoughts and emotions, you operate from the God frequency.
Not authenticity - that's still the mind.
But pure awareness, which is the highest frequency possible.
From this space, you're unshakeable.
Centered. Grounded. Connected to all that is.
And your energy affects the world around you simply by being what you are.
This is what I want for you.
Not just the money - though that's nice too.
But that unshakeable knowing of who you really are.
That centeredness that can't be touched by circumstances.
That freedom from the stories that have been running your life.
When you remember you are the awareness, not the thoughts, everything becomes possible.
Not because you've become someone new, but because you've stopped pretending to be someone you never were.
Question for the community:
What story about yourself have you been identifying with that you're ready to see as just thoughts, not who you really are?
Share below and let's practice remembering we are the awareness, not the story.