Hi beautiful friends, I’m Amanda. I originally found Laura’s content on Telegram, which sent me on a quest to find her on other platforms, and I’m genuinely grateful it did. I’ve been “awake” for quite a few years now, and I’ll be honest, it’s becoming harder to keep one foot in the matrix while navigating work and everyday life. I’m incredibly grateful to be self-employed, which I have been for over two and a half decades, but I’ve hit a ceiling in my business. I continually struggle to find my footing on social media as I want to pivot slightly, and the perceived “requirement” to show up online has become a real drain on my mental capacity to create and fully show up for my clients. And truthfully, with platforms feeling as slanted as they do, I don’t want to be a player in their narrative. Of course, I’d be foolish to say these platforms are entirely bad. After all, it’s how I found Laura and this community. At the same time, it feels contradictory to pour energy, time, and creative work into systems that currently feel more harmful than helpful, rather than being used for genuine good. I wish I had a clear answer or a deeper rationale to share. I’m still trying to figure out how to navigate business growth and scaling alongside platforms that don’t fully align with me personally, without becoming dependent on them, while still acknowledging the reach and potential they hold. I’m grateful to be in this space with you all and to have conversations with those who understand how this can feel. If any of you have wrestled with this, I’d truly love to hear how you navigate it. 🤍

Hello magical souls. ✨ A little about me, 🤔 I went through my spiritual awakening, in 2018, 9 months after I turned vegan, went down to London to a festival, met a guy who was a catalyst Twin flame, saw the most spectacular beautiful thing- the eyes couldn’t comprehend at the time, pink and gold around this guys body, Jesus behind him, - as my kundalini energy was spiralling up my spine, I did run away as from him as it was the most profound experience, my Clairaudience came through pretty quickly as someone whispered to me I need to speak with SallyAnn (who’s my dad sister) spoke with her the next day, and the told me everything. Everything about the matrix. After this I went to learn crystal healing, became a reiki master, connected with Angels. - I was mocked, like you you guys and girls I guess, ridiculed and my own family wanted me to go into a psychiatric ward, just down the road from me. But I took it, I stood there and took it all. 2022 met my real twin, had a relationship in 2023, which he was awaking him too, only we both still had wounds to heal, I went into a new job, a senior role, and again, was mocked ridiculed, management also said I needed to stop talking about it all, I guess the fear I had was losing my job and having no money to live on. - I guess I clung so much onto my job, friends who I should have walked away from years ago, who caused nothing but drama, - it left me in a bit of a spiral to be honest. A hole I knew I was drowning in but couldn’t get out of. years of it, I went from a girl who dripped in confidence about who I was etc, to a girl who went out drinking, and clung to the familiar, it’s so disappointing when you say that out loud. 😕 but it lead me to my second spiritual awakening, knowing back in 2020 - I should have had the courage to leave my dead end Job at a hospital, leaving friends, etc etc and after clinging onto friends and I am still there, knowing in my soul this is not where I am Ment to be, After a painful few years and my whole nervous system has collapsed, my body was in so much pain, I was forced to take leave from work, and heal my body as I couldn’t do anything, this year after travelling through the astral realms i saw the most vilest creature - attacking me in astral, - black small dwarf, with its body, so deformed it was twisted and broken, with these big chunks of flesh embedded in him, these red eyes, after that I spoke with my Aunt again, who gave me the number for a woman who’s a demonologist, we spoke, and about a week later, again travelling in the astral and dimensions - I stood at the throne of God, - it was the most glorious moment I have ever witnessed, no figure, just a presence, no face, just pure bright white light, lots of colour, gold, and the words Holy being enchanted, nobody spoke, it was all from the mind, which was you are one of the 144, you know what you need to do, there was the throne Angel Ophanim, which had eyes lots of eyes and rings within rings.

Has anyone had dreams of Mall World? I didn't know about this until a couple of weeks ago. I've had reoccurring dreams of being in a mall in the past and now, especially in the last week, three nights in a row. It's always the same mall but the stores change and I've gone outside of it too, in the parking lot, amusement park and the place with the slides. Always feels like everyone there looks at me like I don't belong, if they notice me at all. Curious to know if any of you have experienced this place. What was it like for you?