does anyone else feel the same right now. Same thing everyday, wake up, school for 8+ hours, go home and scroll. Atleast i had video games when i was younger, and friends in middle school. Now highschool is so depressing and boring. Barely any friends. I lost any motivation for games, everytime i play i know im just wasting my time for no reason. Atleast when i used to play fortnite when i was 10-14 i used to have motivation for becoming a pro player, and my friends would play with me. Now all of that is gone. Every time i do something unproductive on my pc it makes me even more depressed knowing it’s just a waste of time to get to the next day. It gets worse everyday That was the only thing that brought me little joy, but knowing i have limited time to ascend and heightmaxx before the next year of highschool starts. My whole life revolves around blackpill, and trying to ascend. The pressure of trying to maximize puberty so I don’t end up an manlet and ugly. Everyday it gets worse. I wish i could go back to 2020 when i was playing fortnite and didn’t have to worry about anything. Even middle school was better than right now.

I don’t know why he got banned but from what i saw it was because he’s a bad portrayal of this community, from a youtube video including his post/comments, making our community seem like a misogynistic, incel community, which i understand. But the problem with this is no matter what, normies will never see looksmaxxing communities as good portrayals, and most of the people joining our looksmaxxing communities are misogynistic incels, that makes up most of the people in here, so there isn’t a point in banning someone because of this. Usually in other communities this would not be a reason for a ban, and there are warnings, in faceiqs community one of the best things about it was freedom of speech, and he allowed people to say whatever and post literally whatever they wanted. And if someone was annoying or violated a rule, he would go into their dms and give a warning, i gave a screenshot down below of when faceiq warned me, he gave me several warnings after that aswell because he didn’t want to ban me, faceiq and most of the community liked me, but the other half didn’t, which he then made a post, a poll voting if i get banned or not, he did that with multiple people aswell, i think it should be the same in here where the admin, or jarion make a post, put a poll of whether that person should get banned or not. And another thing with banning so many people over shallow rules without warning is it will slowly ruin the community, this happened with faceiq, he banned the biggest contributors and posters in the community, the top 3 people on the leaderboard all got banned and the community went to shit, everyone said it got boring. So these should be new rules set, obviously i’m not an admin, but you should unban volker, for the most part everyone liked him

It’s not confidence. It’s not “self improvement.” It’s not discipline. It’s women. Take women out of the equation and 90% of men stop caring within a week. No guy wakes up wanting a sharper jawline just to admire himself in the mirror. He wants the reaction. The pause in her voice. The second look. The way behavior shifts without words. But most men lie about this — especially to themselves. So they looksmax in private. They research endlessly. They tweak small details. They avoid exposure. Because the moment women become the feedback loop, there’s no room for imagination anymore. You either changed… or you didn’t. And that’s why many stay stuck optimizing theory instead of results. Looksmaxxing only works when you accept the real scoreboard. — Jarion

First two pictures were me at LATE 9 and 10, when I first discovered forums. 3rd pic is me at 12, kinda squinting, but just woke up, and even now when I wake up, my eyes and orbits seem swollen. 4th and 5th pic were at 13 and late 13, anglemaxxing, and last pic îs recently, around a few weeks ago. Soon I’ll find pictures of when I had blonde hair. My mother in first picture only ever fed me good, natural food, taught us natural, primal ways of life, and owns a NONGOYSLOP deodorant company, which my dad and I now own, that has no aluminum, parabens, or anything bad for your body. If you wanna check it out and support us, the website is Crissblends.com.

Only requirement is you have to be trustworthy and have shown previous engagement. This is an extreme role however there are many benefits including access to the entire course for free and direct messaging with me and my team… Only looking to take on 2-3 people, if you’re interested comment on this post and tell me why and how you would be a good fit for the Ascend or die team.