A little late because I both did the lives and the Replays. I also did the breathwork today for the second time, my 3th or 4th time with Aaron, the music is extremely important. I had Had a Bad dream about my betrayal wound (parents) where I was desperately Angry and tried to beat my sister; my Arms refused to move, though. Still Angry during the breathwork or as Angry as possible for me, I even screamed a little. Crazy, I am normally really Controlled. I was even worried about Not finding Back from the aggressive state of me but then the Joiku-music came. I Felt so good and "really" cried. There's still a Lot of Anger left. It's so good to be able to connect to it! I have done the frame Technik before and I am Feeling very strong at the Moment. I AM NOT PLANNING TO SNAP BACK, NO WAY!!!! An Attachment Person called and I critizised His behavior towards me, which has been a little respectless. Normally I Just keep my mouth and "ignore" that he's ignoring me. I used to cry for this Guy and write Songs for him and all so the best thing is that he's now more of a weird Buddy than anything Else. He's really avoidant (?) and couldn't give me anything Back when I was over-giving. I actually prefer "normal" Guys!!!! And there are good men everywhere unless you stay Stuck with one of that other Type. I am Not looking for a relationship and that feels right, too, but I've Met some real now to Spend time with. Then I called Aaron-AI because it was the Last day, I was too unsecure to do this earlier. Aaron was speaking German now but the call stopped working...I waited and waited but then tried again! I talked about that dream! And! About my terrible procrastination Problem! And I got Back SO MANY VALUABLE THINGS! The day started Not so good but after all this I was so Happy and thankful. This all has been incredible for me. I don't know If I shifted or anything but I feel very strong. Thank you thank you.