As an accordionist, a goal of mine is develop something of my own, write my own music and songs, etc.. for my own sake. I focus on Serbian music, but occasionally I will want to play an Irish song or hear someone play merengue and wish I could play too, just for a second. The advantages and disadvantages of accordions influence style as much as any other factor as well… I don’t lack confidence though. This is kind of open ended, and I am sure some of you might have felt the same. I don't have an exact question, I think I feel a little lost. Could anyone give me a diagnosis? How do you guys feel? Please, share your thoughts and experience