I feel like the weight of the world was lifted from my shoulders... I was really worried about my mare because the place she was at didn't feed her properly. 5 months of checking if she had hay and trying to add stuff to her vitamins so that she has a little at least, the part i actually can control. I was looking for a better place for at least a few weeks but it was just moving the problem. Or they were full! FINALLY this past Saturday I contacted a place but i saw they were for sale... so I didn't really want to before, but I thought I would at least ask what was going on because she kept offering her open spot. Finally she tried buying a bigger stable but it didn't work so she is not moving, and if it happens ever, we will follow. So we talked, I explained my situation and she knew those people and she knew I wasn't exaggerating. So she said I am ready for you tomorrow if you want 😳 so I called a friend to have a contact, her friend has a trailer. I sent him a message at 6am, he said yes and for a complete underasking price and he was there at 10 am to transport my mare. She setlled in quickly (like really) and I found the mare i knew again. She changed when she was at the previous place... I thought it was me, that I was too stressed and she felt it... yes she felt it, but it wasn't me she felt it was the toxic environment. My Sweet, is back! That night I went to bed at 7h50, straight closed my eyes and slept until my alarm at 6am this morning. Oh my i did I loose sleep over that... I'm sure without an alarm for work I would have slept a lot more.