Prayer, is strongest form of generative energy. Words bring supernatural happenings, only with confession does one bring creation. So my confession in this hour of prayer is 6 years of living with the nutcracker syndrome. A pitched vein is taking its toll on me and if anyone knows what it's like being a woman with doctors the chances of getting medical care is none. Since prayer goes above all things straight to source I'm asking for my brothers and sisters if it crosses your mind anytime to fight with me in the spirit for any chance of getting to the right doctor who actually cares and knows what the nutcracker syndrome is because the lack of blood flowing to certain organs is making me exhausted. I have no power of my own. Much appreciation and tears of gratitude.

I meditated this morning and went into relatively deep state quite quickly. Suddenly it felt like my body had twisted into a spiral. Especially my neck area felt really tilted or off. I didn’t feel scared and didn’t think much of it at the time. Has anyone experienced something like this? What do you think? What do you generally think about meditation? Is it “important”?

Dear friends 🕊️ A deep reading of the week's planetary transits, seen through the lens of God's love and Jesus' grace. I have looked at the coming week. Not just with my self-taught eyes on the stars, but with God's peace in my heart. For I believe that everything happening in the heavens—planets like Mars, Neptune, Venus, Jupiter, Mercury, the Sun, Chiron, Saturn, and the Moon—is God's clockwork. It is His creation, breathing and moving. And Jesus Himself said: "There will be signs in the sun, moon and stars." (Luke 21:25) So let us look at what God might be whispering to us through His sky this week—with a clear eye on the specific transits, but seen through the lens of faith. My best advice for the whole week is the same as always: Place your plans in God's hands. Make room for the Holy Spirit's guidance. The energy will fluctuate wildly, but He is the same yesterday, today, and forever. 📖 SATURDAY APRIL 11 – SUNDAY APRIL 12: WALKING THROUGH THE FOG WITH FAITH What is happening in the sky? Mars meets Neptune in Aries in a rare conjunction. Mars is our drive and will—our inner "warrior." Neptune is the mystic, the dream, the breath of God that often feels like fog to our human understanding. What does this mean in God's light? This is the warrior (Mars) being asked to act based on a vision (Neptune) he cannot yet see clearly. It is like walking through a thick fog with a torch—you can only see two steps ahead. Psychologically and spiritually, our human will is confronted with God's mystery. God often leads us on paths we do not understand. "Your path led through the sea, your way through the mighty waters, though your footprints were not seen." (Psalm 77:19) Right now, it is not about doing something. It is about being still and knowing that He is God. Do not ask: "What should I do?" Ask: "What do You dream of doing through me, Lord?" Prayer for the day: Jesus, You are the way, even when I cannot see it. Lead me step by step through this Mars-Neptune fog. I trust in Your hand holding mine.

How do you surrender? How do you know if you’re surrendering, to God, to the laws of the universe? How can one practice surrendering? And how do you personally practice this (to whoever reads this)?