When you’ve reached a state of being and you actually realize and know (programmed your subconscious mind even) that nothing external can affect you negatively since no weapon formed against thee shall prosper. It is easy to get arrogant towards your mission (I have gotten arrogant) I just realized that, I actually do want a life where I fight ”the good fight” I want to be an opposition to big pharma, I want to be an opposition to the ”Roman empire” Because it actually gives my life more meaning, not because I believe in any of it, but I can choose to jump in to the reality where these things exist and actually fight them, instead of living with the perception of that you’re just living in a hologram where nothing exists except for the things in your proximity at that time. So I’m going to start changing the content and actually start to oppose the ”Roman empire” because I know there are people in that stage of awakening that needs my guidance and light.