I had a unsettling experience while doing study last evening. It was like a full on ego attack. I had these shooting thoughts that what I was learning was not real, that my new understandings were an illusion. That I was just tricking myself and that seperation was true reality. I started feeling strong doubt about everything I have grown to know in my studies. It felt like my connection to god was disconnected. It permeated into my dreams and I had a horrible sleep. I feel extremely unsettled this morning. Hoping someone can share some positivity and help me overcome this sadness and self doubt.
@Shawn Helgerson Just wow, I am new here and it has been decades since I have even held a bible in my hand. Thank you so much for the supplemental teachings/laws that summed things up so nicely. I shall keep this in my breast pocket.
I just found my Salvation within this group. Just a few days ago now I was handed an invite by my loving mentor and guide Marion. Fortunately the invite was timely enough that I was able to get in on the 3 day Summit “Heal The World” and thrilled to be a participant. I’ve been cruising and absorbing a plethora of videos and meditations on YouTube! But now I am in the Ashram and getting in the groove of things. Hoping to be feeling comfortable enough to join in, with comments here and there in the daily devotions in the not too distant future. After decades of avoiding even the name/word God for all it’s worldly corruption, today I can say in earnest that I am thrilled to be here learning the true word/meaning of God. Thank you Amen