If you are an individual that has a phone or any type of portable device.. then you’ve probably heard of “the problem is that damn phone” or something like that, and the more I think about it and just think naturally.. maybe she was right, maybe it’s actually the ‘damn phone’, because in short.. we made something that was supposed to be a tool that was made to make daily life more ‘easy’ to a instant drug and things of those natures, and the biggest problem is.. is that we need it, we need it out of necessity, we need it for communication, we need it for taking pictures of like your life, and yadayadyada. Yk the biggest problem is isn’t really that we need the phones or laptops or pcs and allat.. the biggest problem is that we use it for bad things(ik it sounds kinda childish saying ‘bad’ but what other word can you use?), when I mean by ‘bad’ I mean like negative, negative and bad not only to you, but the people you use the tech against yk. Like, why do we want to spread negativity and hatred, why do we gotta say to another individual you dont even know something negative, why do we watch porn, why do we watch 20 second videos a million times per day yk, when we know its bad for ourselves, its bad for our brains and our connection to the man up above and allat yk, its like and its not even ‘like’ because its kinda truthful, its so addicting that its like we are enslaved. But ey, Im not perfect, even though I say these things about phones it doesn’t mean Im not doomscrolling and sinning but Imma set that aside. Im still a slave, the fact that Im writing this whilst facing a screen makes me feel like a slave yk. But deep down, I know i can escape through this cycle. Look at Harriet Tubman, do you think that she just randomly escaped being a slave? No right. She wanted to escape and she acted on it. Motivation, ,ideas , faith without works is dead. So really, just be present. Don’t scroll your life away, do what you were supposed to do. Do what you want. Do what you will. Do what was written in the universe. Do what God wrote.

Albert Camus wrote, "One must imagine Sisyphus happy." Do you actually believe he is happy?

I came in expecting people who actually care about what Mr Ramboh talks about, people trying to build something, get better, move with intention. Instead, it’s like I walked into a daycare for grown adults. Half the people here can’t put together a coherent sentence, but somehow have the confidence to ask the most retarded questions like they just discovered thinking yesterday. And the rest? Elite squad of loser nerds hosting philosophy TED Talks, debating the meaning of life like it’s a full-time job, instead of, you know, actually doing anything meaningful with theirs. No direction, no standards, no urgency. Just a whole lot of fucking static noise dressed up as “deep thinking.” Yeah… I think I’ve seen enough. Time to upgrade my tier, because this ain’t it. Thank you for understanding :)

How do you have conversation with people who just feel. Say you get to talking about morality and all they understand is that it just feels wrong, there for it is wrong and the idea of you not just feeling like it's wrong flabbergasts them. It also almost seems to make them see you as lesser or a worse person. Is it better to not talk to them about topics like that or should you just larp what the social norm is? how do you handle conversations with these people?

A long time ago a was muslim too but after a while i came into a conclusion that this religion is no where near the truth, so became an atheist, i wanted to tell my muslim gf that iam an atheist and she gotta accept me as iam but iam afraid that she'll leave me and honestly, she treat me right and iam afraid that I'll never be able to experience that again, its heavy to hide this side of me but its even heavier thinking that she will leave me whenever i tell her that, i know its the right thing to tell her but i just can't, i don't know why Its just a cycle of endless pain