I feel like when I play ball, it's impossible to not get trash talked constantly and getting double teamed. I can't play properly like I used to, any advice on how to motivate yourself, and I already understand ignoring but some of my close friends tend to even trashtalk me for no reason and I don't know if it's because of me improving or what not. Per example yesterday, I was told that it was a joke and it was just for laughs but I don't understand how it can be a joke if you're just being a bad person generally.