I’m sitting here balling my eyes out because I’m so heavily in brain that I can’t come out and all of a sudden a notification popped up

@Lee Patterson I’m reading it right now and I was rereading some parts. When I got to paused at “Read this slowly.” Made me smile because I saw I needed to reread and read slowly because of the feeling that would pinging inside and the feeling expanded outwards. When that was happening brain could recall anything that was written so I kept rereading until I felt and heard it. Thank you for writing this so we can see our mirror from confusion to connection. from “Edward’s” point of view. (still in the first paragraph and needed to let you know how it feels so far. I love the sweet and no BS. Maybe this is corny but I’m a big twilight fan and So far it feels like Edward’s side of the story. The author of twilight began writing Edward’s side and never finished so this kind of got me excited because it feels like Edward’s side of the story to connection 🥰🥰🥰 I’m excited to read more just wanted to tell you have it feels and what popped up for me so far. 😁Lee The Edward to Sherry’s Bella. They also went through hell and back to connection.

oh sorry. I’ll look at it again. I didn’t read through it yet fully. It was just the first paragraph and I paused to tell you how it was making me feeling. Should have waited until the end sorry I’ll shush

Does it feel dangerous because they feed us dangerous stories on tv and social media? It’s what it seems like to me for me at least. Since trusting my feelings is still in beginnings of healing through root camp I guess it makes sense why I feel like the world is not trust worthy yet either. I need more root camp. I feel changes towards trusting are happening just that brain gets loud sometimes. The what ifs pop up from and this little voice (my heart) saying hey those are fake repeat thoughts helps sometimes…that voice is still growing though. I guess we will see and feel this through together all of us here 🥰

Oh is this what I’ve been feeling? Feel like I’ve been falling through expectations floor and through jealousy floors and there’s also a me in here that doesn’t want to allow me to reach out because the expectation and jealousy floors are not sturdy I find myself in them lately

I’m saying it out loud in a way opposite of being in my usual defense when triggers . after I let myself hear my triggers I’m able to …. Hear my heart. Sometimes it takes a few minutes few hours few days and sometimes…like when it comes to you two it’s taking me longer. I find myself expecting to be your little girl but I’m not so it’s a little hard

Y’all should be an official work of it isn’t already 😊

@Sherry Patterson 🤭🤭🤭🤣