Uni/Business. Balance or burn the ships?
Over the past 2-3 months, I've devoted all my free time to researching how to start my own business, immersing myself in YouTube videos, courses, and online communities. However, I often find myself filled with self-loathing when I consider the time I've spent without taking action. This internal struggle is something I'm actively combating, as I've always been someone who takes decisive action when pursuing my goals. Despite this, I can't shake the underlying belief that even if I commit fully to action, something will always hold me back. This "something" is a complex mix of factors, including limiting beliefs about money influenced by my family and the economic context of my country. These thoughts, compounded by other limiting beliefs, are further complicated by my enrollment in college. I believe the later is the thing that is holding me back the most from taking action, because I can't see myself as someone who makes thousands online while also keeping the identity I have now from the last 4 months since I started college(in order to reach that point I have to "re-invent" myself essentially). I am very slightly considering dropping out in the near future, unless I get success early on and I have a clear path infront of me, though I am making this post because I would like to hear from someone with a similar experience and I am open to reconsider what I will do. One things is certain: I wont settle. Really appreciate if anyone drops their opinion on this π. (edit) I added the pic for transparency reasons I donβt want to be a faceless random coming into this community. Really seems like a promising place with like minded people.