Amidst the many challenges there are, there's also starting to become a sense of clarity. I'm not sure exactly where things are going, but I know where they could go! ...and the possibilities are almost endless... but that's to my detriment because I have such a hard time choosing the path I need to go down...or the path I can afford to go down...with either time or money...in which both senses of currency are starting to be expensive... ๐
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I'm sure this post would sound much more different with context if you actually heard me say the words of this post out loud. One would argue that I am complaining about having endless possibilities in one's life...but I believe quite the opposite. I find it to be rather abundant that I have options in which my life could go, HOWEVER, I understand that even abundance could be a little "much" sometimes if one gets to a point to where they have "too much a good thing." And please understand, I'm not saying having abundance is bad (such a high-vibrational word which I will not take away such context), but like I always make a point of when it comes to life: "BALANCE!" ...though not always perfect, is pretty essential to try to keep as even as possible. โ๏ธโ๏ธโ๏ธ It's wonderful and great to have options, but my current meat sack carrying this internal street guide around can only do so much in his current form... And though I am and work around helping people make transformations in their lives, I try to keep things as humane as possible being that we can only do SO much magic as the beings we are. ๐งโโ๏ธ๐งโโ๏ธ๐งโโ๏ธ I'm currently at a place where I'm having to make some good and hard decisions... and they are going to be some life-changing decisions, but hopefully, they are some benevolent life changes. Some of these changes are going to send me down some avenues I may not come back from in the sense of even if I come back to a place, I won't be the person who left it. Being so fully aware about myself in this sense has made me consider so many different crazy aspects of my own life and where it's to go and the decisions I will make.โก๏ธโก๏ธโก๏ธ