Oooh, this resonates big time! I really struggle with accepting good things bc I'm convinced if I acknowledge it or give it space, it will backfire & I will be punished & the good taken away. There's a whole slew of childhood trauma to go with this, BTW. It's definitely the safe wall I've built aroundmyself & it keeps me very humble, to the point I fear even sharing milestones or recognition bc of the negative backlash or thoughts I think people have.