I am reading this today on Monday morning. In reflection of what was happening for me on Friday was knowing I needed to let go of anger that I was pushing down . Anger is a foreign emotion for me . I did have a long conversation with my mom and Divine Love helped me find a way to express my love in a way my mom felt seen. She saw me but in a way she only could see. The Divine gave me words to say, so that mom could make her own decision based on the information I gave her with love. She is awear that I i could risk loosing my income if I have a market listing to rent downstairs and I am actively screening potential tenants, because it could be seen as work. That because of what has happened with last tenant demanding money and making application to landlord tenants board , after moving out only in 3 short days with no notice….. I need to put official legal documents in place for tenant to sign and all of that will be considered work. I had contacted both entities whom I receive pensions from and I also learned and explained to Mom that the only way that we could rent downstairs is if we had a management company look after it or a family member. We agreed that we would not expect that from any of the family members as they have their own lives. I said to her that I could teach her how to use the Internet tools to do the process of getting Renter according to the Land Lord tendency act, but I find it extremely stressful and I know that she would also find it stressful. She agreed, but I did keep reflecting back on her being supported by me in the process of learning , but that I wouldn’t be able to do any of the work with receiving Messages doing interviews and putting documents in place, but that I would help her Learn with the technology piece . I said I knew that this was something that she really does not need to take on at this particular time in her own healing because she doesn’t need the stress with stage for cancer that she is still. God bless her living her life the best way she knows how and she’s still on this earth. I said to her, I don’t know what to do.

This is a beautiful question. A Smile 😃 A Touch A loving message of encouragement. Sending love to people that you don’t communicate in words . I am so grateful to have been Trained in Reiki Level 1 and 2 this past weekend and I feel humbled and honoured to have received and gave so much love . To have the tools to help me give love that I always gave but now with deeper knowing of being the Chanel and not the receiver. I received more messages that I could have ever imagined. So much healing in my heart. 🙏💚 Angela , your friendship is truly a miracle. We have truly grown so much ever since that first phone call. I remember sitting on my bed talking to you and how we connected so deeply right away. We both were having transformations and how beautiful it was that we were able to share and support each other through it all. I hope you know how much you are loved by me. 💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚

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Good Morning, A resounding YES to all of it. Has anyone ever found yourself busy and know you are going in the right direction and your laser focused on what is really important to you in the moment and that is your story in the moment . Through it all you also have value in other things but are torn that you can't do it all? You know you are learning to see yourself in a new story that you feel is right for you, but find it hard that you will disappoint others? My work life story used to be about me struggling to stay in a profession that did not quite fit me . I was constantly trying to prove I was smart enough , capable enough and valuable enough but that I just needed disability accommodations for voice technology. (ITS IRONIC that voice technology is now seen as normal in the workplace). Voice technology was seen as unreasonable accommodation and many judgements made as to my ability . I felt and was misunderstood and judged harshly. At one point I was told by a manager he was not going to babysit me. A union rep said why was I doing a profession with so much writing. I explained that I love the profession because I get to use my strengths of emotional intelligence and creative ways of investigation , creative way of looking at the dynamics of other peoples stories , Creative ways to solving problems . using my strengths in Working with individuals families, groups , community development, businesses and government departments. Still there was some truth in what he said and I said it takes me longer to read and write but once I do these skills I retain long files in my mind and I never forget details because I know the story so well. I also said to him that I chose this career path because I was a single mom and they were only ages 3 and 4 at the time and I needed to establish a career as quickly as possible and there were many social workers I my family . That I would have chosen a art career but though it was not feasible with two small children and I had not role models to show me that is a untrue and I could be and prosper as a creative artist. So my larger plan was to fine away that I could incorporate my passion for Community development and Creativity .

@Angela Sellars yes I remember you had a strong feeling , in our first conversations around our mutual allergies to hair dye. And then that long conversation I had with you and Dave regarding the community development project. It seemed that the universe had kept putting blocks in my path because I wasn’t listening. I know now what I was being guided towards.. This weekend Janelle, a former student of yours, asked me if I would do a commissioned painting for her of her healing place and in return I do levels one and two in Reki . It is her first time doing a Reki training as she has her masters now and we’ve been sharing our skills whereby she would do sessions for me and I would give her painting lessons. This has been happening ever since the new year came in. So I’m trusting the universe is guiding me to do this but it’s more for myself. Angela, I always thought I was going to do Reki training with you because I was there from the beginning when you started. It’s incredible how now I am with your student who’s in the beginning of a new transition for her into teaching? I am with her from the beginning. So beautiful that I was able to be there for you both . Divine Love still amazes me !!! ❤️❤️❤️ I am trusting. My partner just helped me pay for a program with an international group of artists that is on top of my membership that I pay for twice a year. Can’t wait to start that because I will be working on another a body of work and getting ready to do my first Art exhibition.