As I posted I've been having a lot of trouble meditating just haven't been able to get it right and I've never had a very deep meditative state happen and I've been feeling like I was or have been blocked for some reason by I don't know what so anyways I was spending the day today it's my day off looking into you know meditation for beginners on YouTube and anyways I came across this like 20 minutes video of how to meditate for beginners but it was by this Monk or Buddhist and you know he slowly started talking about the state of mind that you need to be in positions and so on and you know I'm listening to him kind of got a little tired but not fully tired and I got comfortable and relaxed and then he's like okay and on the screen was you know a babbling Brook I close my eyes and within 4 minutes I was just so light yet so relaxed and then I started hearing a voice but it wasn't clear at first and it would go away really fast like as soon as I noticed it like it would stop then it occurred to me that I had heard the same voice last night before I fell asleep like when I was on that almost asleep but not quite asleep and it woke me up and I was wondering like why is that sound like my mother but more childlike and playful and then again today when I was in this meditative state and it happened again and this time it told me to look up now I'm sitting outside in the chair my legs kind of up like I'm kind of crossed a little bit like almost Indian style but not cuz they were on like an ottoman and there's a like an awning over me a tarp so I kind of just to myself thought look up at what there's nothing up there so I didn't bother I stayed in focus with what I was doing but just after it happened a plane literally flew over my head and relatively low and dawned on me was this thing in my head doing that to kind of acknowledge it's existence because I'm you know on that verge of believing certain things and not believing certain things and that's kind of reaffirms my belief in some things so I don't know but it was truly profound and I'm looking for answers anybody got any? I'd love to hear any and all perspectives please.

So I’m sitting in nature in my local park, under a beautiful weeping willow . It’s sunny and beautiful and there are flowers everywhere but you can’t see them in this photo and what’s even better 😁😁😁….? There is a robin who is nosing around being curious, 2 pigeons nesting above me , a blackbird and a magpie are bouncing around by the shrub and too top it off ….. I saw 2 squirrels who had the zoomies both chasing each other around the tree trunk and branches 😆😆😆 I hope everyone has a wonderful day today ! Remember nature rejuvenates!! Nature heals!! Nature grounds !!! Sending love, light and flowers as always to all ! 🪻🌹🌼🌷🌻🌸

Mother Gaia gifted me with a beautiful peach pit today which I found lying on the ground in an area devoid of trees that were peach trees. I cracked it open to find a beautiful peach seed !😁😆🌸 Isn’t that just…. Peachy? 🍑🍑🍑😆😆😆🍑🍑🍑 Now you’re smiling…. Arnt you? 😆😂 Sending love light and flowers to all ! 🌱🪴🌷

Lately, I’ve felt a strong pull to leave my 9-to-5 in marketing, it is tolerable, it pays the bills — and for now, I need the money. But deep down, I know this isn’t my path. I feel called to something more human, more real — helping people move pain free, it is something I’m genuinely passionate about. I’ve learned a lot through “YouTube University,” and whenever someone’s in pain, I naturally want to help — and often, it actually helps. It energizes me. Now I’m thinking of starting a physiotherapy education…But here’s the thing: I don’t want to be a standard physio. Not the quick 20-minute sessions like they often do here in the Netherlands. That conveyor-belt style doesn’t feel right to me. What does feel right is guiding people through real, personal, holistic change. And that brings up the question: Do I need to have everything figured out — the money, the full plan, the “how” — before I start? Or is it okay to trust the pull, take the first step, and let it unfold? Part of me wants security before I move. Another part wonders if that’s just fear disguised as logic. Thanks for reading, — Quang

I just wanted to introduce myself into this welcoming community! I'm very excited for everything that is to come from being here. I've been working on my inner self for awhile now and have made some progress on my own, but I definitely need the help and support to further my experience and really change my life💞🕊🌌