As the old pattern comes calling, I can sense it's desire to be, come nearer. I meet it, greet it, and if necessary, close the door on this guest I no longer want to allow into my home. Sometimes... I allow a friend in, just to realise, it was the guest I tried to despise, instead, it's now a disguise. However it becomes easier to recognise this guest, the more I decide to wait until I see the experience I deeply desire. Not settling for the half filled version of whatever feeling I'm hoping to experience, but rather, the wholeness of the dream I desire. Saying no, until I have Infront of me, what I desire to say yes to.