Idk how women do this without medication. The pharmacy has been out of my progesterone and previously my estradiol for weeks, my rx is a week late on the progesterone this time. I’ve lost all contact with my center, peace, calm, etc. All I wanna do is run away but I can’t run away from myself. I’m still miserably here chasing my family away, irritating everyone around me… I sit here crying because last night I spent the evening complaining and being annoyed by their presence. I hate the way I’ve been treating them. It’s me I really don’t like. I remember feeling this way before meditation and not knowing it was possible to feel better. If you pray, pray for me… otherwise, I’ll take any advice for getting through the next 36 hours without it until it arrives.