Sad that I used to telemark and now I can barely lunge. Ugh. :(

I have known Jay for 20+ years. I have referred 100s of clients. I've never really been one. I want to. I think I'm scared of disappointing him. Yes, this could have easily been a private message, but I thought I'd make it public just to see what comes back and to relieve him of coaching me. So, if you're reading this. It's on you. lol I think he's too nice. I think I need a drill sargent and yet, I hate authority. I think I have too many excuses and I'd rather sit and type than get off my ass. thoughts?

Does it seem too simple or irrelevant? I’d love to hear from you!!