Day 4 ka journal nh likh paya, khas productive nh tha and I was mentally not available due to a problem I was facing but Now ALHAMDULILLAH wo problem ALLAH pak ne mazedar tariqe se solve krdi and usko ek achai me badal dia Aaj ka din bht haseen tha, Family, Community, productivity sab best they Me soch raha tha k jis din mera din mere hisab se acha nh guzra hota us din me na shukri kr raha hota hun actual me wo din bh acha hota hai bus mjhe us din sirf burai nazar ati hai and aese time me ab me foran ALLAH pak ka shukar ada krta hun and foran day change hojata haiOth kr zuhar parhi, nashta order kia foodpanda homechef se, same order double place hogya jiske bad foodpanda customer care ki ek ghalti samne ai jisme wo keh rhe they k application me ja kr cancel kren and me keh raha tha k koi option nh hai but phr bh wo keh rhe they we cant help you and aap application me ja kr cancel kren mene kaha option nh hai but wo … isi tarah chalta raha phr mene kaha theek hai bhai thank you and restaurant wale se direct contact hogya jahan pe order place kia tha, jiski wajah se mene unse direct menu manglia kio k wo direct delivery bh krte hen, to kafi ache rates mil gae, Foodpanda pe boiled egg 130 ka 1 tha and direct hume 70 ka 1 boiled egg milega abse which was a huge win for me ( hehe sarcasm ) Asar parhi, desk pe aya, chotay motay kam kie like replies on whatsapp, community membership requests ko dekh bhal kr approve krna, Instagram pe new msgs k replies krna, Maghrib parh kr again desk pe aya, office hours live session kia Phr Asim k sath kam plan kia, Ali and Asim ne join kia for AI Automation and agentic AI course planning Uske bad Umair bajwa ka make money ka session, khana, family time Phr rat me waleed bhai k sath scripting ki for a youtube video and foran video film krli ( scripting ka pora process and filming ka process recorded hai Make money on skool wali community me content creation k course me add hoga ) Filming k bad video trim ki export pe lagai for editor

When you are truly lost in hard work, everything around you slowly starts to fall apart. You survive on late nights and cold coffee. Sleep becomes a stranger. Silence becomes your only companion. You miss events. You stop explaining yourself. And people start to talk. They say you’ve changed. They say you’re obsessed. What they don’t see is the storm happening inside you the overthinking, the self-doubt, the fear , the pressure, the financial stress, the comparison, the exhaustion, the silent war no one claps for, no one understands, and no one stands beside you for. This phase, this chaos, is the threshold between struggle and success. It is the most dangerous, most painful, most lonely stage. The stage where motivation dies but discipline survives. Where your mind begs you to quit but your soul refuses to give up. No applause. No cheering. No validation. Nothing but you your vision and the decision to keep believing even when the world calls you unrealistic. You are not lazy. You are not lost. You are not weak. You are tired. You are scared. You are breaking… and still choosing to continue. You are becoming. And becoming is messy. Becoming is painful. Becoming is lonely. Becoming is uncomfortable. But it is also powerful. It is also sacred. It is also necessary. It is the kind of discomfort that shapes you, sharpens you, and prepares you for everything you prayed for. So if everything feels like it’s breaking around you right now, remember this Things fall apart right before they rise stronger. Stay patient. Stay grounded. Stay committed. And above all… believe in yourself, even on the days you feel hardest to love. Your rise is coming. ❤️

My Experience With Mirroring (I Didn’t Know It Had a name) I wanted to share something personal today. When I graduated back in 2015, I didn’t continue my studies. Instead, I went to a madrassa and during that whole period, one thing I was very conscious about was not losing my English, whether speaking or writing. So I made a habit of talking to myself in front of the mirror. I would interview myself, pretend I was giving a winning speech, or just practice random conversations. It felt funny sometimes, but it helped me maintain a certain level of fluency even when I wasn’t studying in a formal environment. I still have a long way to go, but Alhamdulillah, I can communicate confidently today because of this small practice. And recently I learned that this technique is actually called mirroring! So I thought I should share it here maybe it can help someone else too. If you’re working on your English, try it. It really does make a difference.