Master these steps. 1. What is the story I’m telling myself? 2. How do I feel about my story? 3. Do I want to live here forever or change? 4. Can I remember the power inside of me? 5. With THAT power (of love) I now create a new space for a new story. ------- We start where all healing starts — the story. The story is where the problem begins (because if it didn’t bother you, there would be nothing to process, it would be a blessing). The story is the mind. The past. The narrative. Then comes the emotion — the purge. This is where the storm happens inside your body. The part nobody likes. The part everyone avoids. But this is the medicine. And then comes the turning point — the transmutation. The moment where you draw the line, plant your staff into the ground, and say: “I’m done feeling this way.” Once you cross that threshold, you hit the real magic:t he creation of space. Space is where Spirit steps in. Space is where clarity enters. Space is where your soul rises back to the surface. And when you put all four pieces together, the ancient alchemy symbol appears — the reminder that every emotion, every story, and every spiral downward was never a collapse… it was a descent with purpose. Because the descent is voluntary when you’re awake. It's your mini underworld journey. Your pitchfork moment — the place where you rage, cry, write, run, breathe, sweat, scream, paint, or meditate until the poison leaves your bloodstream. That’s the purge. That’s the shrapnel coming out. That’s the wound being cleaned so time can actually do its job. Then we rise. Because the positive emotions you seek — joy, trust, courage, ease, clarity — they’re not learned. They’re remembered. Babies are living proof. The soul comes in knowing how to love, trust, laugh, and shine. Life just distracts us into forgetting. So the work isn’t becoming something new. It’s returning.

How I was taught Sacred Geometry in a dream. Yes I "received" the information within a few minutes but it took me YEARS to unpack it and understand it. It's taken quite some time to filter it down and crystalize it into the simple form it has become today. After this experience... - I thought I was going insane (but held it together through my meditation practice). - could see my own aura circulating around me and hear my heart beating in my ears for a full month after this. - looked around and everyday all I could see were shapes, patterns and fractals. - quit the contract work I was doing as a graphic designer for a nutraceutical company - began writing my book which I completed in a year and a half. - started on my path as a spiritual teacher of Metaphysics. - became a Level 3 Reiki Master Teacher - teach classes on Sacred Geometry. - created a Sacred Geo decal company that my son now owns and operates. - went on a speaking tour for a year and a half with my family living in our RV / SUV. - created a Sacred Geo glass bottle company I closed in 2020 - became a certified Psychedelic Medicine Facilitator in 2021 and led over 150 journeys in 2022 - opened Lucid Earth Education / Lucid Earth, LLC. - launched my own self-healing modality known as "Soul Root Alchemy." - began one-on-one spiritual coaching and business coaching for lightworkers and healers. - now 13 years later, have authored and released this course "Sacred Pull - The Keys of Metatron." all the info below. - This experience actually changed my life and is now touching the life of others. It's been a wild ride, I'm looking forward to more years of teaching, sharing, growing, and mostly, remaining a student of Metatron.

Awareness test! "Shamanic Awareness" is about being able to see the unseen (whether you want to or not). But how do we fair with seeing what's RIGHT in front of us??? Fitting that this is my first free lesson / exercise. This exact test has been very humbling, guiding and grounding to me for over 20 years. It reminds me that even though we are all connected to all things all the time, we are not always "aware" of it. Many times my mind thinks I'm seeing the whole picture, but my gut, my soul, says "look again bucko!" The Shamans task is to raise awareness, without, and within. <3

I like to compare being a Projector in Human Design to being really good at golf. From the outside, it looks effortless. Peaceful. “Just tap the ball. Just tap it in.” But on the inside? It’s highly technical. Extremely strategic. And occasionally… rage-inducing. There really should be a warning label on Projectors when we incarnate: “Requires Manual. Do Not Operate Without Rest, Recognition, and Solar Charging.” But nobody gets the manual. They just drop us here — no instructions, no guide — in a world we don’t actually fit into except to guide it. And because of that, a lot of us spend the majority of our lives feeling like we’re doing something wrong. Here’s what I wish someone would have told me on Day One — from a Projector who actually gets it: Your superpower is Chill Mode. And I don’t mean the performance of chill. Not: “I’m fine.” “I’m totally unbothered.” “I will transcend this by clenching my jaw and spiritually bypassing my entire nervous system to appease you.” No. I mean: Still water. Center of the storm. That quiet, meditative awareness that sees the whole pattern. We’re like spider medicine. We see the threads. We connect dots. We have this low-key X-ray vision where we assume everyone else sees what we see — but they don’t… not until we point it out. It’s constant metacognition. We’re observing you, me, the whole history of the world, stitching it together — awake or asleep. It’s not something we do. It just operates. Probably why our sense of humor is a little quirky — we see connections nobody else sees. Projectors are guidance energy, not engine energy. We’re not rocket ships. We’re not here to push, grind, or overwhelm our system to prove we're worthy. When we stop trying to be Generators or Manifestors, we unlock the sauce. That’s the magic. When we relax. When we soften. When we slow down. When we lean back. When we stop trying to be cool. Our actual energetic design finally activates. When we’re not trying to convince or sell something — just sharing what we see — that’s when people lean in.