I had to listen to this one three times over period of three weeks to really track where I find prosperity and it was interesting because I felt it in three places. I felt it internally in the sense that knowing that I am already abundant, it’s simply a matter for moving blocks. And also simultaneously, seeing that my mind place is it outside of me in other people, when I see someone driving a car I would like or having something, I’ve noticed Energy of shame. The inner dialogue is I should have that I am no different than they . I think I will do this exercise multiple times. As I have done so I’ve gotten clearer that abundant simply is and I get to open up to it.

I am, Brian Leslie Miller is my name and I am a spiritual teacher and psychic healer currently serving as a relationship counselor. How I work with clients is orienting them to the idea that Life is a School for our non-visible Self (Soul), and that adopting a 'learning orientation to Life' makes everything 'for us', working towards our spiritual evolution. I’m then able to tell them what they are trying to “work out” by being in relation. In 1979, at age twelve I had my first glimpse of awakening after going into the forest to contemplate taking my life, and instead screaming at G_d to "Get me outta here!!" The response was a samadhi experience and seeing that there were things included in this experience that were exclusively for my enjoyment (flavor, laughter, flowers) which put my feel firmly on the Path. It happened again in 2010, and gave me constant access to Witness Consciousness. I'm concurrently working on a children's book, and a program for C-level executives who feel spiritually bankrupt which utilizes something I coined The Remembrance Process and Rite-of-Passage in a wilderness setting. The result is permanently fucking mind altering, if I may say so!

@Kedrik Winter Wolf 💪, Yes to the power of Nature!

I’m noticing a little paranoia and paralysis as i move to break the seemingly concretised self-image 😤

I just got my answer!!! I raged for a minute on some pillows and claimed the energy to FUCKING DO SOMETHING!! I see what you’re saying about the aliveness!! Invaluable to see how i had locked this source away in judgement. Anger had only been a destructive force in my perspective.

Wow! When I said the word money, there was a major contraction. As I sat with the energy in my body, Gut and chest, it presented as fear, guilt, and shame. In the journal exercise, the fear was that it wouldn’t change. The guilt and shame around feeling stuck and less than in a society that values money so strongly so appreciative for the exercise and the meditation. Matt I did some of the clearing work and it has evidenced as a flow of three new clients, TODAY!!

@Matt Kreinheder sure!