Second time to try this, battery went flat. Just a little curious with things on how to proceed forward now. Used to have a business in the trades until i had my wake up, lived high vibing most my life just flowing. something changed and spiraled majorly downward real fast and i was in a very foreign place. tried working through even tho i wasn't sleeping, struggling to make sense of it all. Rock bottom and so the focus on reasoning and the healing began. made my 8 stages of my personal healing from chaos to calm journey but also left most my old life as is and moved forward. 3 or 4 yrs on, still flickering between stages and healing journey never ends. Have tried numerous things to get some paid work but mainly physical jobs to create the life I'd like to live somehow, mainly getting just enough to get by or survive, grateful for the experience and the teachings along the way but never turned into something substantial and sustainable. Main question is, I haven't found what I'm looking for really as a whole, few glimpses but unaligned and unbalanced to move forward( maybe some past traumas too). But now the old life is randomly making and appearance in some ways but also I'm in a way worse situation financially than ever before so just curious if anyone been through something like this as in broken to bare minimum and how or what they did to slowly put things right and the pieces back together in the sense of sharing your story but also letting the abundance flow to move forward and aligned with who you know you are and not what the world tries to tell you to be? I get offers for somethings but a lot seems fake or scams but I also like to do things right and in a balanced way.