A Question That Scares Me
One of the things that genuinely scares me is knowing that one day I will be asked: Where did you put your youth? The Prophet ﷺ said: “…and about his youth, how he spent it.” (وعن شبابه فيما أفناه) Not just that we lived it… but how we used it. And I think about that question a lot — because youth is where we have the most energy, the most time, the most ability to change. If I waste it now, what will I say then? I fear that my youth could be used against me instead of for me. That the hours lost in distraction, the delays, the lack of discipline — all become evidence. And yet, there is hope. The Prophet ﷺ said: “Indeed, Allah is amazed by a young person who has no inclination to sin.” (إن الله ليعجب من شاب ليست له صبوة) At a time when desires are strongest, when distractions are everywhere, choosing Allah — that is something عظیم. So discipline is not just about productivity. It is a sign of sincerity. Every time you choose: - Salah over sleep - Qur’an over scrolling - Purpose over comfort You are building something that will stand for you on that Day. Your youth is either being invested… or wasted. And one day, you will have to answer for it. So use it in what Allah loves — before you wish you could go back and do it differently.