That’s a truly, truly deep question, and I think it exposed me to myself.. I went completely blank after reading this question, ’cause the answer did not come, and it made me feel like I am being oblivious to myself.. this question made my mind feel like a foreign land. To be honest, I am thinking of nothing right now when I’m seeing your question, this is giving me an overwhelming feeling. But yeah, sometimes I just don’t feel comfortable in my own skin when I hear someone say ‘time,’ and it’s not because of the fear of death, but my expectations for myself. I’m not proud of this feeling, though. Thank you very much for this great question!!!!

@Holly Lewis Ah, I can connect with your words. Do you find it hard to keep up with the work you are supposed to do with those anxious feelings, or do you feel those terrible feelings deeply but still do the work well anyway?