I think God's laughing at me... I'm scanning an amazing new book, "A Beautiful Mind' by Holly Achaya. For those of us on last week's call, there was a moment there when it appeared to have been given and lost in one cheeky cosmic moment. Thanks to a quirk of fate, the genius of the community and of course the magic of the book itself, it reappeared and as I scanned the contents I came to realise that there are some things that are important. This book is one. I'm in a state of chaos, as I'm moving house... this is reflected in my mind, heart and soul. When I look out at the world, it gets worse. Then I opened the book and read a few lines chosen at random from the vast buffet of delicious content, and I'm slapped (quite hard actually) by a pithy discussion about 'Radical Forgiveness'. My very human ego wants the legitimate anger triggered by memories of the past, it wants to jump up and down and hit someone. A few someones actually (like the person who demanded an explanation when I used bleach to clean the filthy loo in the new place...). Forgive??? Small me, angry, frustrated, tired, sad me dosen't want that. Small me wants the shitty people to feel my pain. But even small, egocentric me knows the pain I'm feeling is making ME suffer. It's a choice. So on this journey of mine I am given a book that speaks of a non-dual world, pure love, and accepting that it's all just happening in my imagination. It's not real. None of it. That's a big step, to let it go. (Let's face it, they deserve a slapping.) I'm sure we are all experimenting with these big ideas now, and wondering what IS. I'm sharing this because everything in my own little life feels amplified, as if the volume has been turned up. I can feel the calm of stepping back, letting all the air out of the balloon of my overinflated, emotion-filled self, to allow the soft light of pure love flow back and gently fill the space. I'm not gone, just learning to stop the movie I've been running, using a collection of fragments of stored data that my brain absorbed, bundled and labelled 'IN EMERGENCY BREAK GLASS'. I am truly shocked at how addicted I am to the habit of anger, and how simple the process to stop. I just have to choose.

I’m happy to share Beautiful Mind, the core text for the Beautiful Mind Curriculum. This is the working textbook that we’ll be studying from together next year, but I want everyone in the community to have access to it now. The link below takes you to the live Google Doc. It’s still in progress, and I’ll continue adding and refining chapters over the coming months. Because the document updates automatically, you’ll always have access to the most recent version. Beautiful Mind is a practical and comprehensive guide to the process of awakening. Within it, we explore: - A practical guide to understanding non‑duality - How to make the subconscious conscious - How to connect with the Higher Self (the Holy Spirit) - Radical forgiveness - Being Love and letting miracles be natural The book is more than theory, it’s a manual, a workbook, a story, and a framework for living these principles in daily life. The opening section, How To Read This Book, explains everything you need to know about how to work with the material. You can start reading and applying it right away. I know this will be a valuable resource for your study and practice as you enter into the world of pure non-dualism and radical forgiveness. Access the 'BEAUTIFUL MIND TEXTBOOK' here. All my love, Holly xx

Fuck it. Slowly and deeply....this delicious life that needs no extra guff, no fluff, no twinkly spiritual projections. Just endless happenings like breathing, in and out of life in all its ways. Occasional ass penetration but mostly warm connections - both sublime with deep relaxation. Ceremonial this and that diced up and dysected to digest for the fussiest of eaters but me ; its all mmmmmm, no need to define or decapitate. How about the ALL, the whole thing, the lot, the entire experience, deeply enriching, blessed and perfect. Our amen to the simplest of ways, just banging and a wollipin at the homestead - bliss.

This worksheet is for anyone struggling. I actually suggest that if you have been in class with me for the past two weeks you pause whatever you are doing and take the time to work through this worksheet first. It's designed to help you decide if the pure non-dual path is for you yet. Before you let your mind explode with worry, resistance, explanations of your own making etc...sit with these questions deeply. At the end there is a self-guided questionnaire....it will help you decide your next steps.

Hi everyone, My name is Anthony and I live in Saskatchewan, Canada. Holly graciously allowed me to join the week on a 2-week free trial as I clicked 'join for free' to find out it isn't an open group. I watched the boundaries call and you seem like a lovely group. Whether I stay or go in two weeks is undetermined. I will join one of the live calls this week. In the boundaries call, Holly spoke about the house concept and up until a year and a half ago, I lived in the basement suite of my family home. Two years prior, my partner moved in and began to awaken me to the dysfunction of this home, that has no boundaries to support the narcissism of my other family members. We moved 14 hours away and the change has been increasingly good for me on all levels: relationship, emotional life, physical health, financial, etc. The main focus or journey I'm on right now is to master my finances, and my entrepreneur-ship. I have a free Skool community of my own around fantasy art, and recently have decided to create a course to help artists and wanna-be artists live more creative lives. Along with doing commissions and selling my own original work, that feels to be the next step. I do struggle with doubt quite often, not knowing what is the divine offering or niche I can serve that meets my variety of artistic passions: art, Feldenkrais, acting, photography, spirituality, and more... Yet, as I've started this course, I have hope for it being a unique combination of what I value. I also am exploring the choosing my energy so that I'm not wanting money or success with my art and getting in my head about it, and instead BEING the already done reality of it and choosing inspired action from there. Creating, moving, leading, and dreaming are my core Gene Key pieces, and my Human Design says that I do best when I'm focusing on what's satisfying. These are some of my new primary directors as I walk the already done version of my financial abundance. I'm doing better, but sometimes will end up doing the 'busy work' over tuning in to see what's actually exciting and closer to my genius and what I love to do: create art, teach, and be embodied.