I Can't Believe How Much Steams From Childhood Trama
I never gave childhood trama a thought. Somehow, throughout my years I've been able to rise above the bullying, insecurities, parential fighting, rejections, broken promises, near poverty, boys taking advantage and not being a good student. Raised as a Christian, I always had God to cry out to and He has kept me above it - knowing who I am in Christ. I also made it my super power to reinvent myself or become super outgoing everytime I met a new people group or moved. I became a fun, kind, thoughtful, caring and very loyal friend, wife and mother. But even so, I couldn't control my emotions enough as to not break down when someone was critizing me, ignoring me, and judging me - even when I knew they were right, I'd take the blame but my emotions were high. I never thought that had to do with childhood tramas or coping. I learned it so young and now I'm 59 and still reactive.