I never imagined I’d be in this situation. I love someone—deeply, unconditionally. But right now, living together? It’s not working. I had her move in because I wanted to provide her a safe place for her to get back on her feet. It’s been a year. I want her to succeed, to rebuild, to find her rhythm again. But the reality is, our day-to-day cohabitation is getting in the way. Some of it is small things—different ways of seeing the world, habits that clash, daily rhythms that don’t sync. Some of it is bigger differences in responsibility, communication, expectations. And then there’s the undeniable truth: we’re both adults, and our ways of living simply don’t fit inside the same walls right now. This isn’t about love. I love her with all my heart. But love doesn’t always mean we can peacefully share the same space. I know I’m not the only one who’s been here. Maybe for you, it’s a sibling, a parent, or a longtime friend. Maybe even a spouse. Someone you care for deeply but who—when placed in your space—disrupts the peace you need. And that’s the hard part, isn’t it? The guilt. The questioning. - Shouldn’t I be able to make this work? - Am I failing her by feeling this way? - Am I being unreasonable, or is this just reality? I wrestle with these thoughts and more daily. But here’s what I’ve come to realize: Recognizing that you can’t live with someone doesn’t mean you don’t love them. It doesn’t mean you don’t want the best for them. It simply means that, for both of you, something has to change. I don’t have the perfect answer yet. Maybe it’s about setting clearer boundaries while still offering support. Maybe it’s about helping her find the stability to stand on her own. Maybe it’s about accepting that sometimes a little space is the best way to preserve a relationship rather than letting it crumble under daily tension. I'm sure it's a little bit of all of it. I'm not expecting this post to solve my situation, and I've post something similar in the past, but I also know I’m not alone. So, I’ll ask you: Have you ever loved someone but found that living together was too much? How did you handle it?

Day 46

Has anyone else found a good alternative to having a coffee first thing in the morning? I’ve been using Spacegoods…a cacao and mushroom drink that I drink before my morning training session. Loving it 🤙🏽

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