Sixteen years ago, I bared my soul for the world to see. The darkest parts of my journey became my light. Once you truly taste freedom, you’ll never go back. Here’s the challenge… I didn’t have all the answers and still don’t. Because answers are individual for each person. Your path is not my path. Healing is messy AND it’s only part of the experience. What do you DO with your healing? Go live alone in the woods? Retire on the beach? Homestead on land and build a cult-ure? What’s the point of the healing, spiritual, embodiment journey?!? 🧐🧐🧐 Here’s what I’ve learned… When I know better, I do better. Waking up is the hardest part; becoming aware of the issue that doesn’t have a name because we don’t yet have the words. Then comes the research. We search things like… Why does he…. Why do I… What do I say when… This gives us words to describe our experiences. The internet gives us 7 easy steps, but we ACTUALLY need other people’s stories. Tips make us feel like a project, a problem, of something we need to fix. Stories build courage and bravery. This is where healing comes in! Because now we actually know what to heal. When you understand the generational pattern, you can break the cycle! As I learn and grow, I raise my standards and my tolerance goes down. Listening to my body. The quiet voices. The waves of my emotions. While educating myself with the intention of loving who I BE, has been my greatest journey. Relationships change. We move. We grow stronger in our uniqueness and power. But, it’s not a linear journey. It’s a cycle that we do in our daily habits, and our lifetime patterns. Awareness ➡️ Identification ➡️ Healing ➡️ Embodiment Each system has many layers. From government, to relationships, to parenting, to money, religion, spirituality, identity, sexuality, and gender, education, the list goes on and on… The real question is, who are you and why are you here? That IS our purpose. To simply live the undoing and the re-creation of who you are, your voice, and your contribution to this world.

I’m an emotional, manifesting generator. I move in waves. Excitement! Hope and joy! 🤩🥳😎 Consistency is NOT my jam BUT the rhythm of life, lights me up!!! I felt myself holding onto my little token. 🔥 The symbol that says I’m stable. I’m consistent. I need to prove myself. Not to anyone else, but myself. But, WHY?!? I’ve shown up from my family every day for 25 years. I’ve shown up every day, for myself, for even longer. I trust the process. I trust myself. I trust my knowing, instincts, and deep feels. I trust me. Why did I need a symbol? 🔥 Fear. Somewhere deep inside of me I was afraid of being judged. I KNOW I’m stable, pure MAGIC, and a fucking delight!!! I’m Jes Divine, for heavens sakes!!! 🤣😎🤩 I decided to flow with life, let the wave pass and I maintained my flame. 🔥 A few days later… 24 hours had passed. The flame was gone, and I was relieved and a little sad, but that was JUST a feelings wave too. 🌊🔥🖤 It feels good to release and remember. It feels good to be me. That’s what really matters. 🖤🔥🖤 P.S. I danced in my Alien suit this morning for Bridge Beats and my heart is so full!!! 😍😍😍 “Be you.” -They

Let’s laugh!!! I’m rooting for you so hard!!! 🥳🥳🥳 And I love Mr. T! 😍🥳 My Gen X may be showing! 🤣🤣🤣

Marriage, divorce, and raising kids is no joke. It's HARD. Little humans that start tiny and grow into HUGE energy, emotions, and power. Nothing can prepare you for the journey that requires your entire life. The breakthroughs that I've been having this week have given me such peace and my family shares in the growth. I'm so proud of my kids. I have guided them but they make their own decisions. They are responsible for themselves and we wanted to work together, and there was chaos. With the chaos cleared, we have peace like I've never felt. We have ease. We have a home. We have everything we need to create today. We follow our knowing and trust that everything works out for us. @Truth Richardson, @Zo Allat, @Khloe R, @Quincy Richardson and @Alee Vance I love y'all! Thank you for trusting me and yourselves on this journey. I'm so proud of you. Thank you for growing together. Y'all are brave.

I have been praying that she would be a cycle breaker. We have five generations of oldest girl having a manifesting generator, oldest girl. We are a LOT. 😵‍💫🫣🤣 And she is breaking cycles already!!! 🥳🥳🥳 She a 6/2 like me! And we seem to only get one left angle that skips generations. Left angle cross of healing! 😭😍😍😍 Sweet baby projector!!!