Beautiful writing. I was skeptical of crystals to the point of ridicule when I bore the shadow. She was shattered, too. Recently, I truly learned the subtle power of crystals. I used a large Indigo Smokey Fluorite for a 3rd eye cleansing, as a request to the Divine, burning a yellow candle to completion, honoring my intention to seek alignment with YHVH as Source of Love. I've been wearing Lapus Lazuli around my neck, bringing Shiva energy in me to 3D from where I've been. 9. Hermit energy. It forms most of the numerology of my name and birthday. Lapus Lazuli resonates.
In 3D, at a molecular level, fluorite can be used to manufacture HFl, hydrofluoric acid. Lapis Lazuli's color reminds me of the deep waters at the Threshold bottom of the ocean in the light, and is my favorite color.
I choose to respect both perspectives. In the quantum, past the veil to the dense Threshold at planck length, the crystals speak there, too, and to what's next.
In the end, intention matters most in this in between.
Thank you for sharing. Your writings inspire.
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