You're not a bad person. Deep down you know that right? Or at least you know you did'nt use to be!
Your previous or ongoing immoral behaviours has caught up to you, and you are now facing vile consequenses. You struggle to rise back up, your guilt now defines you and you feel undeservant of joy.
I'd like to believe I'm not the only one who's behaviours has ruined more or less everything stable and familiar. I will tell my full story later on, but as a result of my actions, I now, at 41, am living alone for the first time in my life.
I've lost my family and my job. The guilt and shame I feel for my actions has made me fear crowds, completely isolating myself, struggle to get out of bed, eating like shit and I can't shake the feeling I deserve all this pain, all this lonliness.
But im tired! I don't even recognise myself anymore.
So now what? How do we free ourselves from the shame? How do we deal with our flaws, and most imortantly, how do we forgive ourselves and move on? Lets talk!