Been listening to books on my evening stroll

Like the title says not sure. I say that because I'm not how to really doing this. Build a community or really navigate the online stuff. I don't think most of my aged kids parents knew how crazy fast technology and the Internet would grow and now basically running our lives. So here a quick bio cause. I had add, the learning disability with side of dyslexia. So I attent to jump stories,leave words out or use the wrong word blah blah. So this past year I was working for I call Mom/pa landscaping company for the past 6 years and after two years. Came to mewith a offer. We agreement on a hourly wage that would increase each with a bonus at the end of each season. No I didn't get it on paper. I'm a man of my word and thought he might of been. Says that every job and partial career job since I was a paperboy was offered to me by someone I knew personally. Yes some off filling in I applied. No not today dating apps for employers(indeed). At the same time Im a union carpenter in Chicago. I worked building tradeshows/expos in Chicago's McCormick place for five years. July 10 2025 I got injured working at my carpenter job and I knew I ripped something in my arm. Reported it to boss/owner and he just dismissed me and I just pushed through the next week and had to go back to take down the show. When he finally said you should go to workman's comp clinic but at end of the day cause he need me to get help take this booth down. So you put show up and I go back to landscaping until the show need to come down. Went to clinic (horrible) nothing no x-ray or whatever told it's sprained. I was dumb found. To see how are healthcare system is these days. I knew she was wrong and didn't have health insurance. So I got lawyer. In short with lawyer help was able after two months or 3 got the answer I knew from the second it snapped. I ruptured my right bicep and now I have to live with this and couple days after finish up landscaping season got a tx that he getting out and had someone interested in buying his company but wanted to know if my day want to invest in me and buy the company for the amount I make him and minor bush trimming jobs. He says he does throughout the season. Told I had interest and couple ideas and got tx back saying he just want to hear them and money all upfront. I sent tx back for go ahead and sell to whoever and then got back a report on test I had done on my arm capabilities with this disability now. Lawyer said reach out to they employer/owner to see if they were willing to accompany my restrictions and got an email back saying go find work elsewhere. Which brings me to present day. If you read this far I would be amazed cuz this is like nothing I could write a book so now I'm just trying to survive